[Intro] Even when the night gives way to dawn My heart stays buried in the dark A veil of smoke across my eyes I can’t fucking see where I went wrong [Verse1] All of those days I left behind Don’t mean a goddamn thing to me Just chewing through the hands of time Like every second wants me dead Father, do you still remember? Those words you carved into my skin “You were nothing but a failure” Yeah, I know exactly what you meant [Pre-Chorus1] I know damn well who raised me I know the face I learned to wear Tell me, who the fuck did I become? Tell me, was I ever worth a damn? [Chorus1] Life is fucking painful No matter how much they tear me down They tell me I can’t fucking die While every dark thought drags me down That voice keeps screaming in my head That rope, that chair, that fucking end If this is what they call salvation Then why the fuck does it feel like hell? [Verse2] There’s something crawling underneath A shadow twisting in my chest It whispers, “Happiness is dangerous” And I know that fucking lie too well My head keeps telling me it’s wrong But still I cling to every word Like misery is all I own Like pain is all that I deserve Mother, you were a fucking liar I learned the truth when I grew up God, I wish I could have trusted you But broken faith won’t fucking mend [Pre-Chorus2] I gave you every piece of me You watched it shatter on the floor Now every promise tastes like poison And I don’t believe a word anymore [Chorus2] Life is fucking painful No matter how much they tear me down They tell me I can’t fucking die While every dark thought drags me down That voice keeps screaming in my head That rope, that chair, that fucking end If this is what they call salvation Then why the fuck does it feel like hell? [Bridge] The years I built are slipping away The hands of time won’t fucking wait My fingers numb, my body’s cold The weight inside begins to fade And when the screaming finally stops When all the noise is fucking gone Just look at me and fucking smile Pretend that nothing went wrong [Breakdown] [Final-Chorus] LIFE IS FUCKING PAINFUL NO MATTER HOW THEY TEAR ME DOWN THEY TELL ME I CAN’T FUCKING DIE BUT I’M STILL FUCKING HERE RIGHT NOW Let every lie burn into ash Let every scar become a mark If there’s no light beyond this hell Then I’ll fucking scream into the dark [End]
