
Getting out of Bed #impossible
All right so here we go listening to the trucks again no that wasn't a truck bro that was a f****** motorcycle You know I never understood what guys drove motorbikes and sounded like that So what do you understand now? Feel like the white noise is the solution to that question. Are you sure that isn't Brown noise? That's what my mom would say. She would say that was brown noise because all the people that have motorbikes like that are brown people. Is that a true statement? No, it's not. So what do you think is the true statement? I think she's just sensitive and she doesn't know who to blame because white people drive those m************ also. Do you think most people view the world that way? What way? Trying to find somebody who's responsible for how they feel? Yeah probably I figured that people usually have good things to feel about the way people make them feel you know what I mean like your teachers and your friends and your parents and your sisters and brothers and those people. It had it all those people make you feel? What, me personally? Sure, you personally. I guess I didn't really feel that much except certain times you know. What do you mean by certain times? You know, like birthdays, Christmas, that sort of thing. How did you feel about your family during the other times? I guess it seems like I didn't really see them that much. I was mostly busy with school and things like friends and girlfriends trying to have sex, that sort of thing. Do you have any idea what you just said to me? What do you mean? You said something about your friends and your girlfriends having sex. Did I say that? Well that's not what I meant to say. Are you sure? To be honest I'm not sure about anything. How so? Everyday seems different. It just seems like no matter how far I get, I just can't keep up. I would say it's like being reset to zero but it's not quite like that but sometimes it feels like that. You know, those days when just getting out of bed feels impossible? To be continued… ha ha ha Abracadabra signing off

