Victim's lament

[Verse] Starting down this path so blind Hopes of gold were on my mind Every step a gamble played Bet my life on foolish trades [Verse 2] Desert whispers called my name Chasing dreams in life's cruel game Risky roads I chose alone Now I'm reaping what I've sown [Chorus] Choices made in haste and pride Now I'm broken on my side Echoes of a risky quest Leave me crying out depressed [Verse 3] Warned by merchants I ignored Thought I'd found life's golden chord Fortune favors bold attempts But this mad venture I repent [Verse 4] Lying here in silent pain Blood and tears mix with the rain With heavy eyes my body's strained Dreams of gold now just in vain [Bridge] Once I saw the world so clear Now my vision fades from fear God of love where are you now? Save my soul I don’t know how