Ok I could’ve been fucked her But she would’ve never loved me. Lowkey I think she’s only truly ever loved 2 people One sexually And one non sexually And I KNOW 100% she loves me. I’m going to have to fly their So I just need to know how much do I need to have on me to be able to survive in a completely other state and city? So can plan and make a lot of money quickly (Do not fly for pussy bro) I have to. But this is a double edged sword But that’s perfect either way it’s the right choice If she rejects me and cuts me off. It’s the right choice and I have closure If she accepts me and everything continues It’s the right choice and finally I’ll be able to see what true love really is. I am scared to take the risk. But I think I’ve learned all the “formulas” I need to learn. My sexual attraction has been consistent. I’ve tried self sabotaging for years and she wont cut me off. I’ve told her all my feelings and she won’t reject me. And she comes back and tells me she loves me and etc if I ghost her or give up on her. The only logical move is to take a risk. Put an end to this waiting game. I’m ready to move on
