✨🐙 Lyrics by CalamariDreams 🐙✨ ⸻ [Verse 1] You say sorry like a reflex Like it don’t mean what you did Every time I start to heal it You just find another rib Press your fingers in the bruise Like you’re checking if it’s real And I let you every time Like I like the way it feels I should leave, I know the pattern I could walk, I see the door But your voice turns into gravity And I’m falling like before [Chorus] How many times I gotta bleed for you? Count it One… two… three… four… Every cut come back brand new Still I open up some more You pull me close just to break me loose Then you say what you didn’t mean How many times I gotta bleed for you Before you’re done with me? [Verse 2] You look calm when you cut me Like it’s just another day Like my heart’s a conversation You can walk out of halfway You don’t love me, you just need me When the night gets hard to hold I’m the place you run for shelter Then the one you leave out cold And I know it, yeah I know it Still I fold before I fight You don’t even have to ask me I just give you every time [Chorus] How many times I gotta bleed for you? Count it One… two… three… four… Every scar you leave, I keep it Like I’ve never learned before You pull me close just to break me loose Say my name like you care for me How many times I gotta bleed for you Before you’re done with me? [Bridge] I lose count when you touch me Lose sense of what is fair You say “this is the last time” But you never mean it there Say my name like you need it While you’re cutting through my skin This ain’t love but I take it Just to feel you again While you’re cutting through my skin This ain’t love but I take it Just to feel you again Count it… (one) I forgive you (two) I stay (three) you break me (four) I… stay… [Final Chorus] How many times I gotta bleed for you? Don’t stop One… two… three… four… If it kills me, I’ll still choose you Like I always did before You pull me close, I fall right through And I hate that it feels like truth How many times I gotta bleed for you… …before I stop choosing you?
