I’ve had enough of feeling dead, Enough of silence in my head. These meds turned me into a ghost, A shadow choking on the dose. I smash the mirror, crack my face, Sick of living out of place. If numb is safe, then let it burn— I want my broken heart returned. I’d rather feel the pain attack Than fade away and not come back. I’m done being hollow, done being tamed, Done letting medicine quiet the flames. If I gotta scream just to bring me back— Then light the fuse, I’ll take the impact. No more stillness, no more slack— I’m breaking out, I’m breaking the trap. Yeah, if I go down, I’ll go down with wrath— I’m breaking the cage, I’m taking it back. I shake, I stumble, yeah, I bleed— But pain is still a sign I’m me. I’d rather crawl through all the dirt Than live untouched, untouched by hurt. The world is loud, the truth is sharp— But I can hear my beating heart. It’s faint, it’s cracked, it’s out of tune— But god, it’s mine — it’s breaking through. For the first time in a long, long time, I feel the pulse beneath the grime. I’m done being hollow, done being tamed, Done letting medicine silence my name. If I gotta crash just to find my track— Then let me fall, I’ll crawl right back. The fire hurts, yeah, that’s a fact— But feeling pain means I’m intact. I’m breaking the cage, no turning back— I’m finding myself through every crack. I was drowning in the dark… Afraid to feel, afraid to spark… But now I know the truth I lacked— I can’t come back unless I crack. I WON’T GO BACK— I’M DONE WITH BLACK— I’M FINDING ME THROUGH EVERY CRACK— I’m no ghost now, no more shame, I’ll take the hurt, I’ll take the blame. I’ll feel the world, even if it stings, At least I feel something real again. My heart’s not strong, but it’s on track— And every beat brings color back. I’m breaking the cage, I survived the attack— Yeah, I’m finally alive — and I’m not looking back.
