we were both twenty-two on the day that you left was with you since we were twelve ten years of companionship gone it wasn't your fault, it wasn't mine either so why do i hold so much blame is it since i didn't answer that last call is it because of all the white lies i told what i wouldn't give to have just another second with you you were the world, the sun and the stars you were the ground, air, and the hope you were everywhere and everything why did you have to go and leave i know ill never see you again wish i could hold you once more i know ill never know love again its okay what we had will never fade i see you every night in my dreams and most of them turn into nightmares clutching onto thoughts i shouldn't if only i could remember only the good god what i wouldn't give for only the good the happy and blissful times right before but thats not how it works, not what i red when i open the book all i see is your face i only have the memory of your voice since i play that voicemail on repeat i know that i torture myself i cant help but to do anything i can to forget about you it shouldn't be the case because we were so pure but since your last breath I've been gasping you were the world, the sun and the stars you were the ground, air, and the hope you were everywhere and everything why did you have to go and leave i know ill never see you again wish i could hold you once more i know ill never know love again its okay what we had will never fade i see you every night in my dreams and most of them turn into nightmares
