[Verse 1] Never thought I'd lie in my own blood Never thought it would hurt this much Was I just a moment you’d outrun? Tell me was I ever enough? Was I just a place you stayed? Something safe until you healed? Did you love me when you said it? Or just love how it felt? Tell me was I out of my mind? Or were you losing yours beside mine? [Pre-Chorus] If I close my eyes Will my father appear? If I wake again Will my mother shed a tear? [Chorus] Tell me if the bullet ever left the gun Or did we pull the trigger with the things we'd done? Every scar I carry has your fingerprints Every "forever" turned to evidence Did we ruin something beautiful? Was it already slipping through our hands? I still feel you everywhere Even though you're not there Did we bleed out long before tonight? Long before tonight... [Verse 2] Hospital white where the ceiling bends Counting all the ghosts we called our friends Every photograph looks counterfeit Like someone else was living it I remember laughing in the rain Two lost souls with nothing left to save Maybe nothing ever really ends Maybe we just haunt the places we've been [Pre-Chorus] Was I chasing you? Or the person I became? When the smoke cleared I couldn't separate the names Were we Bonnie and Clyde? Or two people running blind? Building a grave And call it paradise [Chorus] Tell me if the bullet ever left the gun Or did we pull the trigger with the things we'd done? Every scar I carry has your fingerprints Every "forever" turned to evidence Did we ruin something beautiful? Was it already slipping through our hands? I still feel you everywhere Even though you're not there Did we bleed out long before tonight? Long before tonight... [Verse 3] I don't hate you I don't think I could I just wish you knew How much I wanted you And maybe that's the worst part Maybe we weren't wrong Maybe some things disappear Before they're even gone If they asks who died tonight Tell them they never found a body Only one soul Still holding on to nobody [Breakdown] Never thought I'd lie in my own blood Thinking I knew what love was Never thought the thing that saved me Would be the thing that broke us [Chorus] Tell me if the bullet ever left the gun Or did we pull the trigger with the things we'd done? Every scar I carry has your fingerprints Every "forever" turned to evidence Did we ruin something beautiful? Was it already slipping through our hands? I still feel you everywhere Even though you're not there [Outro] Tell me if the bullet ever left the gun Lying in my own blood Tell me if the bullet ever left the gun Lying in my own blood Lying in my own blood Lying in my own blood My own blood Your blood
