gonna be so mad if I find out I didn't need to be half as nearly as whatever it is that I am skin peeling from inside my mouth maybe too much medication mixing toothpaste and orajel (20% benzocaine) with these benzonatate pearls brushing my teeth seven times a day they've never been cleaner oh my god does it hurt when the numb fades should be the happiest I've been all year otherwise biden won so there's that there's at least four years of that and kamala harris would still be cool if she passed nationwide legalization and then released and gave money to everyone incarcerated for cannabis and non-violent drug offenses (at least that's a start) hey multiple states just passed a lot of new laws who knows what kind of future is possible if love can get ahead of greed if enlightenment can catch up before ignorance twists the view got help with my electric bill - grateful these programs exist wonder what makes them tick hopefully will get help with rent too still don't know yet amazing really that's even an option and if it isn't for everyone why not? could that be something good to come out of this mess? is it so weird that I'm hellbent on helping the planet or weird that absolutely everyone else isn't? just that I don't do shit lemme know when you get something done, bitch maybe it's not the wanting to but the thinking I could but isn't that what we instill isn't that what they tell us you could be the one that changes everything someone will be why not you or me why not both