[Verse 1] I've been used to, waking up cold sweat, losin' more, pumpin' dolla' at the hold it, tryna fold it so that I can't control it, takin' all my fuckin' drugs when I could sold 'em, and it's like I'm really spinnin' out as it writes, heart's beatin' fast, people tryna find it, body's donatin', turn on deny, talkin' about my life, I'm feelin' yeah, I hide it [Verse 2] Instrument with the buzz, yeah, hell kick a bit, the lean in it is better, ain't never seen, I'm only gonna feel myself when my bum goes rip, never had a pack of days, twenty years to hate, summer is bold, now it's all fuck's go about, I can show you one thing, I really fuckin' hate this for you, bro, I know you miss too, back in days when we were clean, did too, but what we're supposed to do, it was own up, join with the older boys just to get drugs [Verse 3] Take you to the park, that was really funny, then we moved away, got locked up, that was real fucked, then they say, 'Mans man, doesn't go, doesn't go' [Spoken Word] That's not so bad, but like, yeah, that's what I write down in my notes, bro, is what you're actually saying, like I can't say what I write down, I don't know why, but I just can't do it, but what you're saying is, how I want to say it, that's fuckin' sick [Verse 4] Different crypt-type potions, yeah, I got that, nah, I need it straight
