[female vocals] a ripped up card in your mail box, with an autograph- oh how I wish you would see it. The memory’s we had. I keep writing you in margins of my days Little pieces of the things I couldn’t say Folded thoughts inside a notebook on my bed Ink don’t shake the way my voice did when I left I still spell your name like it’s a habit Like if I stop, then maybe we’re done for real Every line’s a version of what happened Every page another way to feel All these letters I’ll never send Stacked up words I can’t defend Every “I miss you” turns to “I pretend” That I don’t need you again But every line leads back to you No matter what I try to do I write, erase, but it bleeds through These letters I’ll never send to you [male rap indie vocals] Yeah, I got drafts in my phone I don’t open Whole paragraphs I wrote when I was broken Never sent ‘em, guess I froze in the moment Now they just sit there, words unspoken You used to say I never say enough Now I got too much, but it ain’t in touch Funny how it flips when you lose someone Now I’m talkin’ to a screen, not the one I read old texts like a time capsule Every little joke hit a bit more fragile shit And I could hit send, but what would it prove? That I still don’t really know how to move? Yeah, So I keep it all in notes I hide Conversations I rehearse inside If you ever read what I couldn’t show… You’d know [female vocals] I still spell your name like it’s a habit Like if I stop, then maybe we’re done for real Every line’s a version of what happened Every page another way to feel All these letters I’ll never send Stacked up words I can’t defend Every “I miss you” turns to “I pretend” That I don’t need you again But every line leads back to you No matter what I try to do I write, erase, but it bleeds through These letters I’ll never send to you (ummm yeaa) Yeah, I found your name in the notes from September Back when “us” still felt like forever Now it’s timestamps I don’t wanna remember And a past that I can’t re-enter I tried to write you something honest No filters, no front, just promise But every sentence turned to a maybe And every “I love you” felt too late, see You were speakin’ in ways I ignored Now I hear it all back in the chords Every song got a piece of your voice Now silence don’t feel like a choice All these letters I’ll never send Stacked up words I can’t defend Every “I miss you” turns to “I pretend” That I don’t need you again But every line leads back to you No matter what I try to do I write, erase, but it bleeds through These letters I’ll never send to you
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