I put myself first, by no means am I attempting to be selfish but people that I know are grown as hell, should not be helpless damn, I got a kind heart that caused some near catastrophes I am not an A-T-M, the needy drain my batteries like those D alkalines I had in my Lasonic these people telling the same stories, since Dray made The Chronic T-D-H-P inspired by the d-o-double-g but no death row emblems, steering clear of greedy Gremlins people thinking 'cuz you got it, they should have it, that's a myth you did not put in the work to help me get up on this cliff top of that I'm far from Rich, my spending just is disciplined holistic and realistic, choosing supplements not medicine I stretched these dollars like they got elastic woven in but if they see me semi-flossin', let the begging games begin! the more you give the more they take, I wish they'd dive into a lake here's a life preserver but you cannot have a burger damn I hate to be that way, I guess I'm fair but hard cuz otherwise you'll find yourself without a debit card account closed friends are gone, packed up at the break of dawn forgotten like Tony Orlando, all alone like Rambo.... damn these metaphors are poignant and just like liver on my plate I'm not enjoying it from friends to lovers ...even family at times my list of unpaid loans, goes way back to razor phones honestly I'd rather help a stranger on the street a few bucks for a smile and then my kindness is complete I'm looking out for number one, believe I'll be prepared 'cuz if I fall on hard times, unlikely that the goodness I gave will be shared *sung soulful female R&B chorus* I'm lookin' out.... for number one and yes that's me all these people need to learn, my money it did not come free I'm looking out.... for number one I'm first in line I deserve to treat myself, instead of treating others.... that would just rob me blind *sung soulful female R&B outro* that's right... I got to take care of myself ain't nobody going to look out for me, if I fall into poverty it's too bad, the bad people got to ruin it for the good no longer helping out those I know, instead I'll just give it back to the hood


