I love you 💔 Love's always beautiful... Is it not? A force that can't be stopped A juggernaut Love's always beautiful... Till it's not Heartbreaks can't be stopped... Juggernauts My dear friend Freddy, How you doin'? How's it goin'? Me… wonderin' if I’m okay With this pen to you I write Hands clasped, I pray Hoping you might make it right… Somehow Got this sour twist, no appetite Want to puke after a few bites Can no longer sleep at night Crying out my life; an awful sight See, tear ducts only run one way Once the tears are out, they stay Gotta wipe them all away Gotta wipe them all away Any idea what I should do? Is it just me? Or do you think grown men cry too? Should I cry out all my fear? Should I empty out my tears? Once I stop, will I find what to say? Once my eyes run dry, will I finally be okay? Freddy, somethin' grips my guts like Krueger Not the toilet paper, the one with the claws, the monster She's clawin' through my dreams again Razor fingers slicin' memories from back then Leavin' me wide awake Could use a fucking break Bleedin' regrets in the dark Sleep always misses the mark See, she was always around But today she is not Like cheap earbuds left in your pocket too long My throat's in a knot Tangled, twisted, tight Impossible to untangle without rippin' somethin' raw An impossible sight, somethin' even you never saw When I try to swallow it whole, it just knows When I try to spit it out, it just grows Tighter and tighter Really fucking tight, Krueger Could really use a breather Can't hold my breath forever Love's always beautiful... Is it not? A force that can't be stopped A juggernaut Love's always beautiful... Till it's not Heartbreaks can't be stopped... Juggernauts You know... I'm waitin', and waitin' I'm prayin', and prayin' She'll write just to say hi How you doin'? how's it goin'? How you feelin' today? How you feelin' inside? Mood check? I’m a wreck. What is she doing’? Why's she waitin'? Is she hopin' for me to cry? Is she wishin' for me to die? For her... Nah. It's cause she can't I blocked her Freddy, Why'd I do that? I miss her Guts gripped by glove blades Slashin' deeper into the promise I made The wounds indifferent to the band-aid Sometimes I just wish I had stayed You know what, Freddy? Maybe love's just two juggernauts Crashin' head-on And whoever's left standin' Gets to write the poem So here I am… Still breathin'. Still cryin' Still alive Still standin' Still hers... Fuck. Love's always beautiful... Is it not? A force that can't be stopped A juggernaut Love's always beautiful... Till it's not Heartbreaks can't be stopped... Juggernauts
