Woke up late, phone buzzing like it hates me (yeah…) Same old thoughts tryna replay me (play) Laugh it off, tell myself I’m fine (I’m fine) But the mirror don’t lie this time (nah…) Coffee cold, head spinning in circles (spin…) Mind too loud, heart feeling virtual (loud…) I smile big just to keep it light (light…) But I’m losing sleep every night (night…) Every step feels heavier than before (heavier…) I keep saying “just one more” (just one more) I know this road, yeah I’ve been here though (been here) And I hate that I already know. Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) Don’t know where my head goes (don’t know) Highs come fast, but they fade slow (fade…) Now I’m stuck in the echo (echo…) Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) Still dancing with my shadows (shadows…) Say I’m good, but I don’t know (I don’t know) How I keep ending up low (low…) Same room, same songs on repeat (repeat…) Same mistakes sitting next to me (next to me) I talk big like I’ve grown a spine (spine…) But I fold every single time (fold…) Friends say “yo, you’ll be alright” (alright…) I nod my head, yeah I lie real nice (nice…) Got dreams bigger than my doubts (dreams…) But the doubts keep drowning them out (drown…) I keep running from the quiet nights (run…) ’Cause that’s when it all feels loud (loud…) I swear I’m fine in the daylight (daylight…) But I break when the sun goes down (down…) Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) Don’t know where my head goes (don’t know) Highs come fast, but they fade slow (fade…) Now I’m stuck in the echo (echo…) Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) Still dancing with my shadows (shadows…) Say I’m good, but I don’t know (I don’t know) How I keep ending up low (low…) Yeah Head full of noise but I smile for the photo (smile…) Heart in a cage, yeah I hide it in slow-mo (slow-mo…) Everybody thinks I’m fine without shadows (they don’t know…) Yeah (yeah) Head full of noise but I smile for the photo (smile…) Heart in a cage, yeah I hide it in slow-mo (slow-mo…) Everybody thinks I’m fine when I say so (they don’t know…) Truth is I’m one bad night from a breakdown (breakdown…) Running from thoughts I don’t wanna face (run…) Chasing a high but I’m stuck in place (stuck…) Talk to myself like “you’re winning the race” But I trip on the doubts every step that I take (every step…) Built this mask just to breathe in the crowd (mask on…) Scream in my head but I don’t make a sound (no sound…) If this is up, why I feel so down? (why…) If this is love, why it hurt right now? (hurts…) I’ve been low, yeah I know that feeling (been there…) But I’m still here, still broken, still healing (still healing…) If I fall, let it be with meaning I won’t fade out — nah, I’m still breathing (breathing..) Maybe I’m scared of being okay (scared…) Maybe chaos just feels like home (home…) If I ever learn how to stay (stay…) Would I still feel like I’m alone? (alone…) Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) But I’m still breathing somehow (yeah…) Still got fire in my bones (fire…) Even when I break down (break…) Yeah I’m feeling low (low…) But I’m not letting go (don’t let go…) If I fall, I fall slow (slow…) But I won’t stay low (won’t stay low…)
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