Fear Of Lost Hope (Official)(Extended V1)

[Verse 1] She keeps her jacket on in July Says she gets cold when people get kind Smiles Then she’s pulling back her eyes Like “I’m fine I’m fine I’m fine” Counting all the exits in the room Every maybe feels like doom “If I trust I lose too much” So she never lets them touch [Chorus] She’s afraid of breaking her own heart So she locks it in the dark Whispers “love is just a trick” Holds her breath till it makes her sick But there’s a spark of light under all those scars Tiny but it’s burning hard She’s scared of breaking her own heart But it’s breaking staying apart [Verse 2] She writes down “run” on her own hand Little reminder of the backup plan Ghosts of every promise that slipped through Living in the corners of her room Then one night Voice in her chest Says “What if safety’s just a test? What if losing’s not the worst? What if staying small hurts first?” [Pre-Chorus] She starts shaking Starts to laugh Can’t tell if she’s brave or mad But her ribs feel loose Her lungs feel wide She steps to the mirror Looks inside [Chorus] She’s afraid of breaking her own heart So she’s kept it in the dark Whispers “maybe love’s not fixed” Maybe pain’s not all there is And that spark of light under all those scars Flares up like a shooting star She’s scared of breaking her own heart But it’s breaking staying apart [Bridge] [Beat drops to piano and vocal] She says “I might lose I might fall I might give too much Risk it all” Then laughs “But I already lose Every time I don’t choose” So she opens up the blinds Lets the morning hit her eyes Trusting herself for the first time Just to feel that flicker rise (oh) [Chorus] She was so afraid of breaking her own heart Hid it trembling in the dark Now she’s running toward that light Letting go of every lie That spark inside Once a brittle shard Now it’s blazing through the dark She was scared of breaking her own heart Now she trusts it Chases that spark of light (yeah) Now she trusts it Chases that spark of light