[Verse 1] I wake up flat again (mhm) Same ceiling, same skin Different eyes at the door Different smiles to ignore Someone tells me his dreams A girl laughs through her tears For both I smile then see No smile is left for me [Pre-Chorus] I boil water, I set one plate I watch the steam climb slow I hear my name in the empty room Then I let finally go [Chorus] Flat line moment I know it by heart Flat line moment It pulls me apart Flat line moment I fall for the glow Flat line moment And I go, and I go, go (oh, oh) [Verse 2] I eat with Netflix on Soup gone cold in the bowl Then I reach for the box (“Yep!”) behind some old socks Pills and liquor, dust and smoke Little sparks in a row When the memories are loud They blend everything out [Pre-Chorus] I taste gold, then rust I lose the room I’m in I trade one kind of pain And let another begin [Chorus] Flat line moment I know it by heart Flat line moment Once pulled me apart Flat line moment I still love the glow Flat line moment And I go, and I go, go (oh, oh) [Bridge] I met the child I was With dirt on his knees He asked me why I left Why I left him to bleed I said, “I need the silence For me to charge and stay Though now I choose the rabbit hole And stop to feel like those days!” [Outro] So l except the damage That I can hold in sight Let me choose the dark I made Over those dark years Over the wounds of silence Over the boy who bleeds in me I go down where the memories fight Over what I am ready to see
