------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Thank you for listening to my tracks🎤 Just a little notice before you go... You can find me, my songs on different platforms. Check this link: https://linktr.ee/madokachan796916 🤘Real Recognizes Real🤘 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ [Intro Chorus] And I don't know what I need Is it life? Is it love? Is it weed? Is it drugs? In the street, in the mud 和it's pain in my blood And I'm only having fun with it If it's life, then I'm done with it If it's love, then I'm numb with it If it's weed, I got a ton of it If it's drugs, then I'm none of it Pain in my blood 俺の血に痛みが Pain in my blood... [Verse 1] What would you do if you found out it's over? Thirteen years old, mama said "I'm out," no closure And it's M.A.D., the results came in Mother Ain't Do nothing but abandon her kin I put the pain on thick, layer by layer Empty apartment turned this girl to a slayer Hot like the devil's heart, cold like his grin The pitiful get sick with it, and I got it bad within Isn't it sad how a child became a ghost? Used to dream big, now I'm just coast to coast Through these empty rooms where I raised my brother Became his mother, had no other, dead ass, no cap, real talk, motherf**ker The endless possibilities of big dreams Are sadder than they seem when you're fourteen Making ramen with burnt hands, no safety net Mad As Death but I ain't done yet [Pre-Chorus] And now I'm seeing all the reasons why I feel I wanna die, but f**k it, I survive She said "You used to be my baby" Now I'm just the worst daughter she ever had, maybe [Chorus] And I don't know what I need Is it life? Is it love? Is it weed? Is it drugs? In the street, in the mud 和it's pain in my blood And I'm only having fun with it If it's life, then I'm done with it If it's love, then I'm numb with it If it's weed, I got a ton of it If it's drugs, then I'm none of it Pain in my blood 俺の血に痛みが Pain in my blood... [Verse 2] Make Another Day, that's the motto, straight up Wake up, face up, all this bullsh!t in my cup Convenience store dinners, Danny's hungry again Pink-haired sister playing mama, that's the trend No cap, I'm belligerent about survival Every scar's a receipt, pain is my revival They see a delinquent, I see a queen Who learned to reign from poverty's regime Mad At Destiny for dealing these cards But I'm playing this hand, going hard, on God Built different, cut from abandoned cloth Beast mode activated when I counted the cost See, M.A.D. ain't just anger, it's architecture Making Art from Damage, that's my lecture Every tear I shed became a brick Built this empire from nothing, that's sick [Bridge] お母さん... What the f**k was I supposed to do? Thirteen, alone, Danny crying for you I became M.A.D. - Mother And Dad Two roles, one girl, everything I never had And yeah, I'm Mad, dead ass At a world that let a child raise a child, that's crass But I made it, we made it, concrete dream sh!t Turned drowning into swimming, that's the thesis [Verse 3] They ask what M.A.D. means, here's the real Mourning Ain't Done, but I'm learning to heal Mistakes Ain't Defining who I became Pink hair in the darkness, I'm claiming my name Streets taught me more than any school could Made Amidst Disaster, still standing, all good Or maybe not good, maybe just breathing But breathing's enough when you're barely believing In the street, in the mud, yeah I know that place Where pain becomes power, trauma becomes grace Not the pretty kind, the vicious survival type Where you learn to fight before you learn to write [Final Chorus] And I don't know what I need Is it life? Is it love? Is it weed? Is it peace? In the street, in the mud God, it's pain in my blood But I'm still having breath with it If it's life, then I'll fight with it If it's love, then I'll try with it If it's pain, then I'll cry with it 'Cause it's mine and I'm alive with it Pain in my blood 血が痛む、それでも生きる (chi ga itamu, sore demo ikiru) Blood hurts, but still I live Pain in my blood... [Outro] M.A.D. - that's my name now Mother Abandoned? Damn. Made it Anyway, Down to hold my crown Mad? Absolutely. Dead? Never. Thirteen years since she left まだ生きてる - still alive M.A.D. forever...
