(Ba-Band-Bando-Mutha-fuh-fucka-Yah-yah) Ever since a itty bitty kiddy ive been running wild thru city Lord forgive me for da thangs that I did I admit I've always been a troubled kid witta tender heart dis fuckin world done torn my heart apart now its fuck love all I got to give is thug love and if thats not enough then i guess its fuck ya yah yah (Its Bando Muthafucka) Try my best to keep my faith in a cold, cold world Was easy to release all this hate I been holdin’ in, girl Got this pain built up so deep inside my soul Ain’t got nowhere to run, ain’t got nowhere to go Try to maintain but all I feel is pain Always hurt runnin’ through my motherfuckin’ veins Feel like I been cursed ever since my birth Tryin’ to get it right while I’m bleedin’ in the dirt All these people judge, all these people grudge All these people hate, they don’t know what love was They don’t see the nights that I cried to the sky They don’t hear the prayers when I’m askin’ You why Lord, all I know is You, You the only pure one Only One who never left when everybody else done I been alone too long, caught wrong in my right Can You shine on my path, can You show me tonight I been walkin’ through the fire from the bottom, I can testify Barely survivin’, barely breathin’, I ain’t gonna lie Trials and tribulations got me breakin’ in two But I’m holdin’ on tight, put my faith up in You Jesus, we need You, don’t leave us forsaken You been seein’ my soul, see the way that it’s breakin’ I’m tired of livin’ like “it is what it is” Lord, it ain’t cool, can You pull me from this? I got kids who need me, so I gotta keep pushin’ But it get hard when I’m sittin’ in the dark just lookin’ Silence in the room, but my mind so loud Demons in my head tryna drag me to the ground Whisperin’ “give up,” tryna make me give in Say this road too corrupt, I can’t ever really win Fucked up, barely standin’, barely breathin’ at night Tryna find just one reason I should stay in this God forsaken fight show me da light iight get me thru these long lonely nights As of lately, I been feelin’ like I’m slippin’ away Like I’m meltin’ from the inside, little more every day Shattered heart, broken love, swear I gave it my all But I still feel small every time that I fall I ain’t gon’ lie, I’m tired of tryin’ Tired of cryin’, tired of lyin’, sayin’ “I’m fine” when I’m dyin’ Ain’t no need to pretend, ain’t no mask I can wear Lord, I’m fallin’ apart, meet me right where I am I been walkin’ through the fire from the bottom, I can testify Barely survivin’, barely breathin’, I ain’t gonna lie Trials and tribulations got me breakin’ in two But I’m holdin’ on tight, put my faith up in You Jesus, we need You, don’t leave us forsaken You been seein’ my soul, see the way that it’s breakin’ I’m tired of livin’ like “it is what it is” Lord, it ain’t cool, can You pull me from this? You see my scars, You see my rage You see the war in me locked in this cage I’m reachin’ up while I’m sinkin’ down Can You lift me up before I drown? If I fall again, will You take my hand? Help me stand when I don’t understand In the middle of the night when the tears run free You the only One who really sees me No lie, no lie, I’m broken inside I been losin’ my grip while I’m tryin’ to survive No lie, no lie, I’m fallin’ apart But I’m still holdin’ on with this beatin’ heart No lie, no lie, I’m tired of the pain But I still call Your name in the wind and the rain Try my best to shake back, but I need You for that Big facts, I ain’t strong as I say I am, that’s cap Hundred nights, hundred fights in my mind, no rest Every L that I take sittin’ heavy on my chest But I know You the truth, I can feel it inside Even when I’m in the dark and the tears won’t dry From the gutter, from the bottom, from the ash, from the mud You the only One I trust with my pain and my blood I’m tired of sayin’, “it is what it is,” that ain’t life I want more than just survivin’ in this everyday fight I want peace in my home, I want light in my eyes I want strength for my kids so they never live this lie So I’m droppin’ my pride, put my knees to the floor Sayin’, “Lord, I can’t do this on my own no more” If You open up a way, I’ma walk in Your truth ‘Cause I know deep down, only You get me through I been walkin’ through the fire from the bottom, I can testify Barely survivin’, barely breathin’, I ain’t gonna lie Trials and tribulations got me breakin’ in two But I’m holdin’ on tight, put my faith up in You Jesus, we need You, don’t leave us forsaken You been seein’ my soul, see the way that it’s breakin’ I’m tired of livin’ like “it is what it is” Lord, it ain’t cool, can You pull me from this? It ain’t cool how I’m livin’, but I’m reachin’ for change Got this hurt in my heart, got Your name in my veins If I stumble, if I fall, don’t let go of me yet ‘Cause I’m still here breathin’, and I ain’t done yet No, I ain’t done yet… Lord, I ain’t done yet...
