deathgaze

Skin decaying Blood Fertilizing and dripping Thoughts Faith Since when Since I became a human being What is the meaning of becoming human No matter how much I think about it I can't find the answer I'll never find the answer Because there's no reason Are you suffering Just wanted to live a normal life An easy longing It didn't come true, I wanted it to come true A clear blue sky shining brightly It's the pain itself, piercing my skin Pain is my dear friend and neighbor Hate myself for that Anxiety and loneliness crumbling Emotions and hope becoming empty Since when Since I became a human being If so, why Why me Others arm themselves with selfish arguments Yes, there are people suffering even more Those words have no meaning Are those words you came up with yourself Just wanted to live a normal life A simple longing It didn't come true, but I wanted it to come true A dark, stagnant, overcast sky It pierces my heart, but it's not so bad For some reason, it makes me feel at ease Hate myself for feeling that way Let's turn happy stories into pictures Giving form to fantasies It will be my only solace Let's turn happy futures into songs Let's shout them out loud I'll be able to become a different person Keep happy memories in a treasure chest The people I loved, the people I love Thanks to them, I can live today Pain becomes nourishment for life Because I believe that I can become happier because of it