I just wanna scream

I’m about to go crazy bout to go nuts. I don’t even wanna give any fucks. I don’t wanna make eye contact with anybody. I just wanna clean my house and spend my day with my kid and isn’t me. I think I just got used to being alone and then being surrounded with too many people and when are you gonna go home I’m just like fuck man leave me alone. I’m going crazy. I really am cause I got good people around me and I appreciate them fuck when do I ever get a break there’s no such thing as alone time anymore. I don’t even remember the last time that I found alone time I’m hiding in another room of my house. Oh man here they come. There’s no word to run. Oh my God I need routine. I need my house in my yard to be pristine. I’m so overwhelmed. I try not to be but the feeling feels so profound. I just wanna scream or cry or and it’s all because the Kaiser thing fuck Kaiser man You fucked up my life now it’s my turn to win it back so fuck you, Kaiser.