*(Intro)* Yeah… It’s heavy on my chest, can’t breathe right Smiles on the outside, but I bleed nights *(Verse 1)* Woke up feelin’ tired, I ain’t even sleep Thoughts runnin’ circles, got me in too deep Mirror lookin’ back, I don’t know that face Tryna hold it in but it leaks through the cracks I trace People say “you good?” I just nod and grin Whole war goin’ on that I keep within Every step forward feel like two steps back Got a mind full of noise and a heart off track Memories haunt like they payin’ rent Every word cut deep, every moment bent Tryna find peace but it play hide and seek I been strong too long, now I’m feelin’ weak *(Hook)* I’m hurt, yeah, deeper than I show Got scars where nobody goes Screamin’ loud but it’s silent though Lost in a crowd, feelin’ so alone I’m hurt, yeah, fightin’ every day Demons never fade away If I fall, will I be okay? Or just drift in the pain, fade to gray… *(Verse 2)* Late nights, overthinkin’ every move I made Every chance I lost, every price I paid Hear voices in my head say I ain’t enough So I build up walls but they still not tough Friends turn strangers, I don’t reach out Got a million words but I don’t speak out How you fix pain you can’t explain? Sun outside but I feel that rain Tryna heal but I don’t know how Livin’ in the past while I fake right now Every breath heavy like a ton of regret Every dream distant like a silhouette *(Hook)* I’m hurt, yeah, deeper than I show Got scars where nobody goes Screamin’ loud but it’s silent though Lost in a crowd, feelin’ so alone I’m hurt, yeah, fightin’ every day Demons never fade away If I fall, will I be okay? Or just drift in the pain, fade to gray… *(Verse 3)* Eyes wide open but I’m feelin’ numb Heart beat slow like a broken drum Every smile forced, every laugh rehearsed Quenchin’ my thirst but it only gets worse Carryin’ weight that they never see Chains on my mind, ain’t no settin’ free I whisper hope but it sounds so faint Tryna paint joy but it drip like paint Days blur together, I’m losin’ track Future look dim when I’m lookin’ ahead But a spark still lives deep inside Even in pain, I got somethin’ to fight *(Bridge)* If I open up, would they understand? Or just walk away like I’m made of sand? I don’t want pity, just someone real Someone who sees what I actually feel *(Hook)* I’m hurt, yeah, deeper than I show Got scars where nobody goes Screamin’ loud but it’s silent though Lost in a crowd, feelin’ so alone I’m hurt, yeah, fightin’ every day Demons never fade away If I fall, will I be okay? Or just drift in the pain, fade to gray… *(Outro)* Still standin’, even when I break Still breathin’, even when I ache Maybe one day I’ll find my light Till then I’m survivin’ every night… Yeah… I’m hurt… but I’m still here
