Original Lyrics Musical arrangement in Studio Violin audio upload: https://suno.com/s/59klcqk23yzNxJGx Voice based on my own voice Cover Art © Artanne - all rights reserved ─────────★──────────★ Trust still exists, But not like before. I’m much more careful. Still I leave an open door. Friendship still matters, But trust moves slow. I won’t lose myself again. When my body tells me "no". I hear kindness in your voice, But I’m bracing for the fall. My mind knows this is different. My body remembers it all. I want to trust your gentle words, But fear moves through my spine. I want to take your reaching hands, But still search for a hidden sign. If I let you come this close, You can reach my deepest part. You can heal what still is aching. Or break my slowly mending heart. There’s no way back, To who I was before. I can still make room for friendship, But I won’t lose me anymore. I don’t want to run away. I don’t want to close my heart. I need us both to be true, To be open from the start. I take the risk of being known, In all my vulnerability. If you let me know you.... too, Then friendship can be safe for me. If I let you come this close, You can reach my deepest part. You can heal what still is aching, Or break my slowly mending heart. There’s no way back, To who I was before. I carry too many scars. I'm not carefree anymore. There’s no way back, To who I was before. But when friendship feels true, I leave an open door. © Artanne - 2026
