Nothing up until now matters How can that be, can’t you see What the world has done to me It’s made me weak made me sared Made me think noone cares About me and my life It’s not white or black or gray It’s not right, I just fight with myself Nothing seems wrong or ever is right Why the game or the test To much pain in the quest When you’re done nothings left And you tell me to stop Beating up on myself To do what I’m told To give up on whats left Of the life I am told On the life lose my soul That is nothing but me Inside all of my dreams The thoughts noone sees The best parts of me is in me Don’t go looking For things I can’t be Something else Can’t you talk to yourself Find your own soul Your own host Not go looking to change me Make me a ghost Someoneone I don’t know Were we made for each other We don’t always agree or get along, We don’t watch the same TV shows, I don’t say much you ramble on. So what is the attraction, we never get enough, Intense erotic passion Or soft slow natural love. Sure I’m sorry But I don’t know the reason why Do you Can you tell me Maybe share some of your excuses Justify my self abuses Help me lie to make my truth fit Can’t win, can’t quit What is this The game of life is risky business Bartender shrinks and lawyers On my way home From hearing her good bye Every song on the radio Sounded like it was mine Every note every word Brought a tear to my eye Someone always telling me There good bye Then telling me there sorry Never telling me why Telling me they love me Tellling me lies Someone always telling me There good bye I still don’t know what happened Everything was so insane I only know your gone And somehow it’s me that you blame If you’d only took one minute Sixty seconds to explain My heart could go on beating Your words would ease my pain But now I’m off in some strange city And your home with your new man Does he please your little kitty Does he have that magic hand Does his candy come wrapped in a box Or in a plastic bag I still don’t know what happened Everything was so insane I only know your gone And somehow it’s me that you blame If you’d only took one minute Sixty seconds to explain My heart could go on beating Your words would ease my pain But now I’m off in some strange city And your home with your new man Does he please your little kitty Does he have that magic hand Does his candy come wrapped in a box Or in a plastic bag
