CALL ME MAGNET

[Intro – glitch / distorted whispers] Hold still— Don’t move— Forty-five minutes— We’re gonna fix you— ⸻ [Verse 1] Wake up at eleven but it feels like death Heart outta rhythm, can’t catch my breath Shower on blast, thirty-five gone Clock screaming at me—running late again, come on Keys shaking in my hand, vision not right Driving half-aware through the edge of the night Same cold building, same blank stare Sign my name like I’m not even there ⸻ [Pre-Chorus – rising panic] Sit me down, strap me in Say this is where I begin again But every second I feel it creep Like something digging into me deep ⸻ [Chorus – explosive] CALL ME MAGNET—WOODPECKER IN MY BRAIN HAMMERING ME LIKE A HAM SANDWICH HELP ME—IM FUCKING DYING — IM SICK IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS MAKING IT WORSE — BUT FUCK IT TRUST THE SCIENCE — ILL LIVE UNLESS I SEIZE TO DEATH IN THIS CHAIR — ONE MORE MINUTE — HOLD YOUR BREATH — YOUR ALMOST THERE — A FEW MORE WEEKS AND YOULL FEEL LIKE YOU JUST KEEP ON PUSHING THROUGH ⸻ [Verse 2] Bills stacking up for a war in my skull Paying for pain just to feel less dull They say “trust us”—yeah, I’m trying to But every session feels like I’m dying too Lights buzzing loud like they’re inside me Every thought echoing violently Grip the chair till my knuckles go white Praying this ends—praying I’m right ⸻ [Pre-Chorus – breakdown] WHY AM I HERE—WHY DOES IT BURN HOW MUCH PAIN TILL I START TO RETURN TELL ME THIS WORKS—TELL ME I’M CLOSE OR I’M JUST FADING INTO A GHOST ⸻ [Chorus – explosive] CALL ME MAGNET—WOODPECKER IN MY BRAIN HAMMERING ME LIKE A HAM SANDWICH HELP ME—IM FUCKING DYING — IM SICK IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS MAKING IT WORSE — BUT FUCK IT TRUST THE SCIENCE — ILL LIVE UNLESS I SEIZE TO DEATH IN THIS CHAIR — ONE MORE MINUTE — HOLD YOUR BREATH — YOUR ALMOST THERE — A FEW MORE WEEKS AND YOULL FEEL LIKE YOU JUST KEEP ON PUSHING THROUGH ⸻ [Bridge – quiet → eruption] (quiet) I don’t wanna feel this… I don’t wanna have to have this much faith… (building) BUT WAIT What if it works…? What if it’s killing this phantom ghost…? (SCREAM) WHAT IF THIS PAIN IS WHAT’S SAVING ME ⸻ [Final Chorus – release] CALL ME MAGNET—WOODPECKER IN MY BRAIN HAMMERING ME LIKE A HAM SANDWICH HELP ME—IM FUCKING DYING — IM SICK IM PRETTY SURE THIS IS MAKING IT WORSE — BUT FUCK IT TRUST THE SCIENCE — ILL LIVE UNLESS I SEIZE TO DEATH IN THIS CHAIR — ONE MORE MINUTE — HOLD YOUR BREATH — YOUR ALMOST THERE — A FEW MORE WEEKS AND YOULL FEEL LIKE YOU JUST KEEP ON PUSHING THROUGH ⸻ [Outro – grounded, reflective] Holy fucking shit… I think this mostly worked… Maybe be fine… But I lost a lot of time Had to break… Had to go through hell… But is that not Gods will?