[INTRO] Yeah I keep finding ways out Then I talk myself around 'em Like I don't believe my own hands [HOOK] I see the door, then I don't trust the hallway I take one step, then I call it the wrong way I open the blinds, still don't trust the sun I tell myself move, then I don't trust my legs none I know I need help, but I don't trust the sound Every way up look like another way down I keep tryna get out, but it feel like a setup I make a plan, then I tear the whole plan up [VERSE] I told myself walk, but my legs feel heavy Told myself eat, but my stomach ain't ready Told myself call, but I stare at the contact Like what if they answer and I gotta talk back So I'm back where I started with the same dead weight Same dark room with the half-full plate And I know what they say, get some air, get some water But the steps feel fake when the pain talk louder I cleaned up my room, then I sat in the mess Made up my bed just to crawl in depressed Took me a shower, still felt like dirt Changed up my shirt, but it ain't change the hurt Cuz I don't trust quick, I don't trust slow I don't trust hope when it knock at my door I don't trust peace if I made it myself And I don't trust me when I'm tryna get help [HOOK] I see the door, then I don't trust the hallway I take one step, then I call it the wrong way I open the blinds, still don't trust the sun I tell myself move, then I don't trust my legs none I know I need help, but I don't trust the sound Every way up look like another way down I keep tryna get out, but it feel like a setup I make a plan, then I tear the whole plan up
