Verse 1 They called us into a quiet room, White walls, voices calm and low. They said a word I didn’t recognise, But I thought it meant a way back home. I smiled, I held you a little tighter, Believed help was on its way. I thought love would look the same tomorrow, I thought this would fade away. Pre-Chorus Hope was louder than the warning, I heard cure when they said time. Chorus There’s an evil in you, not by choice, Not by something you’ve done. I thought there’d be a way to fight it, A pill, a cure, a turning point. But time keeps pulling back the curtain, Showing truths I can’t outrun. So I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love you as you are. Verse 2 Every day is a different story, No two mornings feel the same. I never know what waits inside you, Or how hard the day will be to name. Some days you shine like nothing’s changed, Some days you disappear from view. And I learn a thousand quiet ways To stay strong right next to you. Pre-Chorus I miss the ease we never noticed, The normal we assumed was ours. Chorus There’s an evil in you, not your fault, Not a shadow of your heart. I thought medicine would make you whole, Bring us back to the start. But love keeps changing shape in silence, As the truth slowly comes through. So I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love the evil in you. Bridge I grieve the future I imagined, The life I thought we’d lead. But I won’t grieve you while you’re still here, Still reaching back for me. If love means standing in the unknown, Then that’s where I will stay. I’ll love you through the symptoms, Through every shifting day. Final Chorus There’s an evil in you, unwanted, Something neither of us chose. But there’s a love in me that’s stronger Than anything this illness knows. If there’s no cure, then I’ll be one thing That never turns or runs. I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love you beyond the pain. Outro You are not the darkness in you, You are the light that still remains. Thought a cure would make you whole. I thought time would fix the broken parts, Bring you back to who I know. But time keeps teaching me in silence, Some things don’t leave or bend. So I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love it instead. Verse 2 Every day is a different story, No two mornings feel the same. I never know what waits at sunrise, Or how hard the day will be to name. Some days you shine like nothing’s changed, Some days you fade from view. And I learn a thousand versions Of how to be strong for you. Pre-Chorus I miss the ease we never noticed, The normal we took for granted then. Chorus I was happy when they told me, Thought medicine would make it right. I thought love would be a straight line, Not a fight every night. But time keeps pulling back the curtain, Showing truths I can’t outrun. So I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love what comes. Bridge I grieve the life we almost had, The days that slipped away. But I won’t grieve you while you’re still here, Still breathing, still staying. If love means changing shape again, Then let it change in me. I’ll love you in the uncertainty, In who you are, not who you used to be. Final Chorus I was happy when they told me, Before I understood the cost. Before I knew that healing Doesn’t always mean what’s lost. Now I walk this road beside you, Not knowing where it ends. I’m learning how to live with it, Learning how to love you as you are. Outro There’s no cure for what we’re facing, But there’s love enough to stay. And I’ll choose you every version, Every unpredictable day.
