THE DEMIURGE, will dedicate this song to everyone had, and will have a not good holidays, Who suffer, who is Sick or Broken, all peoples who are suffering these Non Sense WaRS, I will also add that this song is a reinterpretation of this song, that is the Italian Version https://suno.com/song/0da1129e-48f9-43ff-9bcf-8b4d6866f97b. Instrument: Piano with soft felt dampers, slightly detuned - Secondary Elements: - Distant reverbed electric guitar with volume swells - Subtle atmospheric synthesizer pads - Occasional deep bass drone - Tempo: Slow (around 65-70 BPM) - Dynamic Range: Building from intimate to expansive during choruses - Production: Heavy room presence, as if recorded in an empty church - Vocal Style: Intimate, close-mic'd verses with layered harmonies in chorus] [Intro] Hello, I'm writing as the city outside Dresses itself in lights Those lights that blind me every year And each year, despite everything, I find them colder, more distant Like myself, who stopped belonging to these holidays [Verse 1] I tried to feel something different this year Listened to carols that taste of snow and fireplaces But inside me there's only an echo of silence A void bouncing off walls, growing heavier I searched for the perfect tree, but perhaps it was pointless I see myself reflected in the shiny ornaments, fading away [Pre-Chorus] You know, I wonder if it's always been this way If I'm the one who's grown empty Or if these holidays have lost their meaning, for everyone [Chorus] These same old holidays will pass again Leaving me emptier, lighter, more distant They've emptied my pockets, my soul, my heart And I'll stay here, waiting for silence and darkness to return [Verse 2] I remember when these days carried different weight But maybe I was too young to notice the rest Or maybe there was nothing even back then Just illusions made of lights, aromas from laden tables Then I grew up, and in celebrations I found pain Betrayals, solitude, that indifference consuming me [Pre-Chorus] It's like a calendar repeating itself The same dates, the same gestures Yet each year they feel heavier, more distant [Chorus] These same old holidays will pass again Leaving me emptier, lighter, more distant They've emptied my pockets, my soul, my heart And I'll stay here, waiting for silence and darkness to return [Bridge - Spoken Word] You know what I really miss? Not the lights, not the presents But that feeling I had as a child That hope for something magical, which now eludes me Now I only see shadows stretching across these days And I wait for it to pass, because it will pass this time too Like a train passing through me, without stopping [Final Chorus] These same old holidays will pass again Leaving me emptier, lighter, more distant They've emptied my pockets, my soul, my heart And I'll stay here, waiting for silence and darkness to return [Outro] I wish you happy holidays I've told you everything, believe it or not And tomorrow will be just the same The usual lights, the usual frost The usual holidays, merry Christmas [END]186454901586276445463332 [Final Chorus] These same old holidays will