[Verse 1] There’s a circle drawn in the dirt around my boots I’m digging deep, trying to find the goddamn roots Of why I spent my twenties burning every bridge I crossed Calculating the interest on every hour I lost. Used to blame the stars, used to blame the local shine But the only ghost in the machine was this head of mine. [Verse 2] They talk about "oneness," I just call it staying whole Putting a heavy leather leash on this starving, frantic soul. The world is white noise, a constant, static scream But I’m carving out a silence, I’m living in the lean. It ain’t about the magic, it’s the gravity of will Learning how to keep these shaking hands perfectly still. [Chorus] Break it down to the bone, then build it back again Wash the weakness out in the heavy desert rain. It’s a cold-blooded discipline, a war I gotta win To kill the fucking loser that I’ve always been. As above, so below—in the iron and the rust I’m finding something holy in this godforsaken dust. [Verse 3] I traded in the "maybe" for a "watch me fucking do it" There’s a narrow, jagged path and I’m gonna walk right through it. No more waiting on a sign or an opportune moment to arrive I’m just lucky to be standing, let alone being alive. I’m my own sanctuary, my own private piece of ground Where the bullshit of the world can’t make a single sound. [Verse 4] Self-control is a blade that you gotta keep sharp In the middle of the day or the middle of the dark. It’s easy to be righteous when the sun is shining bright But who the fuck are you when you’re alone in the night? When the old habits whisper like a snake in the grass And you gotta find the spine to let the craving pass. [Verse 5] I’ve seen men dissolve, watched ‘em vanish in the haze Chasing after shadows for the rest of their days. They want the "aglaos"—that shining, golden light But they won't put in the hours, won't put up the fight. You want to be a king? Then you better learn to serve The vision in your head and the steel in your nerve. [Bridge] It’s a long-haul meridian, a line across the soul You can’t steer the ship if you don’t take the controls. Cut the dead weight loose, let it sink into the sand I’m building up a kingdom with these calloused, steady hands. [Verse 6] Every "no" I say to the poison in the glass Is a "yes" to the future that I’m trying to amass. It’s a boring kind of glory, it’s a quiet kind of pride To know the monster’s there but he’s locked up deep inside. There’s a rhythm to the grind, a ceremony in the chore I’m not the man I was, and I won’t be anymore. [Verse 7] So let the desert wind blow, let the rose gold turn to grey I’ve got enough fire in me to light my own damn way. The caduceus is etched in the lines upon my face A map of every failure and a symbol of this grace. I’m finally at the center, I’m finally at the core And I don’t need the world to love me like I did before. [Chorus] Break it down to the bone, then build it back again Wash the weakness out in the heavy desert rain. It’s a cold-blooded discipline, a war I gotta win To kill the fucking loser that I’ve always been. As above, so below—in the iron and the rust I’m finding something holy in this godforsaken dust. [Outro] Keep your eyes on the line. Keep your mouth shut. Do the fucking work. Know thyself... in the dark. (Fade out with a low, vibrating bass and the sound of a closing door)