My fault (Remix)

Am I crazy or have I lost the plot. Everything's gone wavy. Is this all I got? Visions blurred, can barely speak. Struggling to breath let alone walk. Gotten fat and continuous pain in my back. Is this just life or is it my fault? Is this just life or is it my fault? Drink like a fish and smoke like a chimney. Got a freezer full of LSD. Do cocaine and MDMA every weekend. How else am I supposed to keep friends? Don't exercise but instead sit on my ass. Watching Netflix and playing video games. How else am I supposed to pass the time? Is this just life or is it my fault? Is this just life or is it my fault? Am I crazy or have I lost the plot. Everything's gone wavy. Is this all I got? Visions blurred, can barely speak. Struggling to breath let alone walk. Gotten fat and continuous pain in my back. Drink like a fish and smoke like a chimney. Got a freezer full of LSD. Do cocaine and MDMA every weekend. How else am I supposed to keep friends? Don't exercise but instead sit on my ass. Watching Netflix and playing video games. How else am I supposed to pass the time? Is this just life or is it my fault? Is this just life or is it my fault? Is this just life or is it my fault? Is this just life or is it my fault?