open tabs (Remastered)

[Verse 1] i wake up with five thoughts talking none of them finish a line every plan i swore i’d follow keeps blinking in the corner of my mind i leave the light on in the kitchen like i’ll be back too soon but i keep standing in the doorway forgetting which way i meant to move [Pre-Chorus] i tell myself it’s nothing just a habit i can quit but every silence fills itself before i ever sit in it [Chorus] i’ve got open tabs in my head can’t close them without losing something every version of me is running and none of them are done i’ve got open tabs in my head static where the future was don’t ask me what i’m thinking it hasn’t loaded up [Verse 2] you talk and i nod too early answering before i hear i’m already buffering an exit while you’re still standing here i don’t hate this moment that’s the part that scares me most i just feel slightly elsewhere like a ghost that knows it’s close [Pre-Chorus] they say pick one thing focus it clean but everything feels temporary even me [Chorus] i’ve got open tabs in my head can’t close them without losing something every version of me is running and none of them are done i’ve got open tabs in my head static where the future was don’t ask me what i’m thinking it hasn’t loaded up [Bridge] if i stay too long i’ll start pretending if i leave right now i won’t remember why cursor blinking like it wants permission i don’t give it i just watch it try [Final Chorus] i’ve got open tabs in my head can’t close them without losing something every version of me is running and none of them are done open tabs open tabs open tabs still loading [Outro] still loading