watched the day happen, staring at the sky, From darkness to something sweet, as I got high… All day with a strange wonder, Just lookin’ ahead, Just glad to be here, happy I’m not already dead… Walking on the beach I see how small I am, An ocean here of grief It don’t give a damn There were good times Times I thought I’d never lose Way back when, Losing wasn’t even On my mind… I watched the night happen, staring at the sky, From daylight to darkness sweet, as I got high… Walking on the beach I see how small I am, An ocean here of grief It don’t give a damn There were good times Times I thought I’d never lose Way back when, Losing wasn’t even On my mind… I can still feel where I came from, It left a few marks… Those memories still burn, I light candles for them in my mind, my tears reflect the flickering sparks… The fire of a misunderstood weirdo who was afraid of the dark… I remember where I began Where I first rode a bike and wildly ran… I watch days fade, frowning at the darkening sky, From sweetness to more dread as I still get high… Walking on the beach I see how small I am, An ocean here of grief It don’t give a damn There were good times Times I thought I’d never lose Way back when, Losing wasn’t even On my mind…
