[Intro] [Clipped mouth beatbox drums and plucked toy-box keys] [Reversed breath swell] [Close-mic whispered vocal] They told me everything happens for a reason... What a lie. [Verse 1] [Sparse beatbox percussion and finger snaps] [Plucked keys] Cold bed, quiet room, staring at the door, Waiting for your boots to come clicking on the floor. One sudden moment and the world turned black, No amount of screaming’s gonna bring you back. I search for a lesson in the ashes and dust, Looking for some logic or a god I can trust. Was it cosmic retribution? Was it just bad luck? Every single answer leaves me lying in the muck. [Pre-Chorus] [Haunted yodel runs in background] [Stacked whispered vocals climbing with finger snaps] I look for the meaning... (Look for the sign!) I’m losing my head, I’m losing my mind! (Yo-de-lay-ee-oo...) It’s a sick, twisted crime! [Chorus] [Heavy bass drop under the hook] [Twisted lullaby melody with bright gang harmonies] [Yodel-led vocal hook] Oh, yo-de-lay-ee! Why him? Why me?! How is this the way it’s supposed to be?! I’m screaming at the sky till my lungs turn red, How dare the world keep spinning when my baby is dead?! Yo-de-lay-ee-oo! It isn't fair! I’m throwing all my fists at the empty air! (At the empty air!) [Verse 2] [Finger snaps and clipped mouth drums] [Distorted guitar stabs with playful menace] People bring me flowers with a pitying smile, Saying "time heals all" like it’s going out of style. I wanna take their words and tear 'em all apart, 'Cause none of their cliches can patch my bloody heart. You were good, you were kind, you had so much left to give, While the cruelest men on earth get to stay and get to live. I’m boiling with a rage that I can’t control, A fire in my chest taking over my soul. [Pre-Chorus] [Haunted yodel runs in background] [Stacked whispered vocals climbing with finger snaps] I look for the meaning... (Look for the sign!) I’m losing my head, I’m losing my mind! (Yo-de-lay-ee-oo...) It’s a sick, twisted crime! [Chorus] [Heavy bass drop under the hook] [Twisted lullaby melody with bright gang harmonies] [Yodel-led vocal hook] Oh, yo-de-lay-ee! Why him? Why me?! How is this the way it’s supposed to be?! I’m screaming at the sky till my lungs turn red, How dare the world keep spinning when my baby is dead?! Yo-de-lay-ee-oo! It isn't fair! I’m throwing all my fists at the empty air! (At the empty air!) [Bridge] [Toy-box chimes and haunting yodel solo] [Half-time pulse slowing down] Hush little darling, don't say a word... (Don't say a word...) Is there any reason in the pain I’ve heard? [Heavy bass swell with aggressive distorted electric guitar chugs] No reason at all! No grand divine plan! Just a thief in the dark that took away my man! [Chorus] [Explosive bass drop] [Full gang harmonies with soaring yodel hook] Oh, yo-de-lay-ee! Why him? Why me?! How is this the way it’s supposed to be?! I’m screaming at the sky till my lungs turn red, How dare the world keep spinning when my baby is dead?! Yo-de-lay-ee-oo! It isn't fair! I’m throwing all my fists at the empty air! [Outro] [Toy-box music box slowly winding down] [Fading beatbox mouth percussion] [Close-mic whispered vocal with subtle yodel trailing off] Yo-de-lay-ee-oo... There is no reason... Just rage. [Single distorted guitar chord fades to silence] [End]