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Half a Second

Understanding what you did wrong doesn't fix it on its own; only choosing to act differently, even in small ways, actually does. The best proof that you're growing isn't in the clever things you say and think about yourself, it's in the kind, brave things you actually do. Had a story ready for every single fall Talked it smooth enough to talk my way past it all Called it insight, called it growing wise Just another well-dressed alibi I’d quote every line, knew the language Laying in the ruin, naming the damage False pride don’t shout, it just talks nice and low Said I know enough already, no need to go Then I hit a wall and the talking stopped Floor gave out from under everything I’d got No more reasons, no more clever frame Just me empty-handed, nothing left to blame Found a half a second I had never used before The space between the urge and slamming the door Somebody on the phone said don’t think, just call First time being weak didn’t feel like a flaw I don’t need another reason why I need an evidence trail, not an alibi Quit waiting on a feeling to show up first Do the next right thing before the bad gets worse It ain’t about the words I finally found It’s two hands working, two feet on the ground Proof’s in the things I do each day That’s the only kind of proof that stays Call somebody before I start to think No matter the urge, don’t pick up a drink Run a quick check when the temper starts to climb Name the fear, name the demand, every time Do something nobody’s gonna see No applause, no credit, and that’s fine by me Work the steps in order, don’t skip to the end You can't cheat the process, no use to pretend False pride told me the cage was my home Said the devil you know beats the one you don’t But humility ain’t about feeling small It’s just realizing you can’t control it all There’s that half a second, still mine to choose Before the old way answers, before I lose It wasn’t understanding that set me free It was the action, being who I’m meant to be I don’t need another reason why I need an evidence trail, not an alibi Quit waiting on a feeling to show up first Do the next right thing before the worst gets worse It ain’t about the words I finally found It’s two hands working, two feet on the ground Proof’s in the things I do each day That’s the only kind of proof that remains Show me the proof… Not what I say… Just the things I do each day… And start staying…