[intro] I don't even know I don't even know... [hook] I'm more lost when I'm found just a beggar in a crowd got me disappearing whenever people hear me and I can't decide if it's worth it to try so I second guess why I even want this [post chorus] I don't even know I don't even know... [verse] Ask me who I am and I'll tell you I'm a fraud I believe in myself as much as I believe in God just trying to find who I am with every word I write keep thinking I'm nobody and worried that I'm right the same imposter and his shame, the same me going insane the same playlist of thoughts running circles in my brain staring at lights in the tunnel, I can't get off this track glitchin' through collision, yeah you can call me a hack [hook] I'm more lost when I'm found just a beggar in a crowd got me disappearing whenever people hear me and I can't decide if it's worth it to try so I second guess why I even want this [post chorus] I don't even know I don't even know... [verse] Ask me who I am and I'll tell you I'm a joke breakdowns into punchlines, punchlines into broke got a journal full of notes like I'm some kinda teenager But every word feels like it was written by a stranger the same anxiety medication, the same procrastination the same sleep deprived, unhinged, fame hallucination and who I want to be depends on the day of the week and if it ends in "Y", I wanna be anything but me [hook] I'm more lost when I'm found just a beggar in a crowd got me disappearing whenever people hear me and I can't decide if it's worth it to try so I second guess why I even want this [post chorus] I don't even know I don't even know... [Verse] Ask me who I am and I'll tell you I don't know just some guy with no future talking himself into hope embracing what's ahead's like going to the dentist trying hard just to start when I know I can't finish the same visions in my head, the same can't get outta bed the same broken mother fucker contradicting what he's said and I can't even tell you why I keep on trying but I can tell you not doing it feels a lot like dying [Outro] I don't even know... I don't even know if I want this I don't even know... I don't even know if I want this I don't even know...