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Grey Season

*"GREY SEASON" by Darkstar * ⸻ **[Verse 1 - Minimal trap beat, atmospheric, detached melodic flow]** November stole the sun and I didn't even notice 'Til I woke up frozen, too numb to stay focused Walked through the grey town, empty streets, cold pavement Felt the spiral starting, familiar suffocation Already been drowning, now the ice cracks beneath me Depression on top of depression, yeah, it's seasonal completely Can't even roll up, too heavy to move my hands Winter settles in my chest before it hits the land ⸻ **[Pre-Chorus - Building, cold atmosphere]** Grey skies inside my mind Frost in my veins before the winter arrives I'm not sad, I'm seasonal Wait, no, I'm both and it's critical ⸻ **[Chorus - Crushing industrial trap-metal, powerful vocals]** Grey season, I'm barely breathing Can't escape the weight I'm feeling Winter heart, frozen and bleeding Just survive, that's all I'm needing Grey season, the cold is screaming Depression's got depression, I'm barely sleeping Count the days until the thawing 'Til the sun comes back and I stop falling ⸻ **[Verse 2 - Faster melodic trap flow, more desperate]** Frost on the window, frost in my chest Cemetery covered in snow, that's how my mind looks, I confess Too depressed to smoke, that's when you know it's bad When the purple haze can't even touch the sad Something 'bout the town when it's frozen makes me spiral Empty roads and dead trees, it's a funeral for miles I'm already sick, winter just turns up the bass Depression needed backup, now it's all over the place ⸻ **[Pre-Chorus - More intense]** Grey skies tattooed on my brain Ice in my blood before the first snow came I'm not just sad, I'm cyclical Every winter's another miracle I'm still here at all ⸻ **[Chorus - Fuller production]** Grey season, I'm barely breathing Can't escape the weight I'm feeling Winter heart, frozen and bleeding Just survive, that's all I'm needing Grey season, the cold is screaming Depression's got depression, I'm barely sleeping Count the days until the thawing 'Til the sun comes back and I stop falling ⸻ **[Bridge - Stripped, building quickly to explosive]** I'm fighting but I'm losing ground The grey swallows every sound Can't even light up, can't even move Winter proves what I already knew But I'm counting down, I'm holding on Just gotta make it to the dawn So fuck the grey, fuck the cold I'm surviving 'til the spring, I'm a fighter Even when I'm frozen, even when I can't breathe I'm still here, I'm still standing Grey season won't bury me ⸻ **[Breakdown - Crushing industrial trap-metal, 8 bars]** Grey season, can't breathe Depression on top of depression Too cold, frost in my veins Already drowning, now the ice cracks I'm fighting, barely breathing but I'm still here Count the days until the thawing Just survive, just survive 'Til the sun comes back and I stop falling Make it to spring, make it to spring ⸻ **[Final Chorus - Emotional, defiant survival]** Grey season, I'm barely breathing But I'm still breathing Can't escape the weight I'm feeling But I'm still feeling Winter heart, frozen and bleeding But still beating Just survive, that's all I'm needing And I'm surviving Grey season, the cold is screaming But I'm screaming back Depression's got depression, I'm barely sleeping But I'm still awake Count the days until the thawing March, April, May 'Til the sun comes back and I stop falling I'll make it, I'll make it ⸻ **[Outro - Short, cold but determined]** Grey season, grey heart, grey sky But I'm still here, I'm still alive Count the days, one more day Survive the grey, make it to May Spring will come, I just have to last **[Fade to silence]**