[INTRO] [Low frequency buzzing swarming textures begin] [Detuned industrial synth loop enters with a heavy bitcrush filter] [Pipe organ plays a sharp, dissonant minor chord] [DJ Scratching: sharp, rhythmic cuts] [Heavy Distortion Kicks In with erratic double kick drumming] [VERSE 1] [Rapped: Panicked, fast-paced spoken word delivery] [Vocal effect: Lo-fi distortion with heavy plate reverb] It’s a weight that I carry while I’m watching the clock Try to move but the pressure makes the entire frame lock Every word is a trigger and it’s hitting the floor I can’t remember what I’m even fighting for I’m a knot in the wire, I’m a glitch in the head Taking every single thought and I’m ripping the thread And I’m pushed to the edge by the way that you act While I’m struggling to keep the entire machine intact You see the surface but you don’t see the mess Just a body that’s reacting to the constant distress I’m a wreck, I’m a waste, I’m a part of the fault Putting every bit of sanity inside of a vault [CHORUS] [Sung: Melodic, anthemic powerhouse vocals] [Vocal harmonies: Layered and thick] [Music: Full wall of sound, distorted fuzz bass, driving rhythm] I’M CRAWLING THROUGH THE DUST AGAIN TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT END EVERYTHING IS PULLING ME APART I’M BACK AT THE BEGINNING WHERE I START I’M FALLING DOWN UNTIL I BREAK FROM EVERY SINGLE STEP I TAKE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO GIVE I’M STRUGGLING TO FIND A WAY TO LIVE [VERSE 2] [Rapped: Rhythmic and aggressive, syncopated delivery] Now the walls are getting closer and the air is getting thin I can’t find a way out so I’m looking within But the things that I see are the things that I hate Trying to find a way to fix it before it’s too late You keep talking and talking but you’re not saying a thing Just a vibration that’s making the entire room ring And I’m trapped in the pattern, I’m a slave to the cycle Every single day is becoming a trial It’s the same interaction, it’s the same old routine Just a cog that is stuck in a broken machine And I’m tired of the noise and I’m tired of the strain Trying to find a way to numb all the weight of the pain [CHORUS] [Sung/Anthemic: Maximum energy, explosive] I’M CRAWLING THROUGH THE DUST AGAIN TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT END EVERYTHING IS PULLING ME APART I’M BACK AT THE BEGINNING WHERE I START I’M FALLING DOWN UNTIL I BREAK FROM EVERY SINGLE STEP I TAKE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO GIVE I’M STRUGGLING TO FIND A WAY TO LIVE [BRIDGE] [Music: Drops to a melancholic synth loop and pipe organ] [Vocals: Quiet, unhinged whisper-chanting] I can’t breathe. I can’t feel. None of this is real. [Double kick starts building slowly] I can’t breathe. I can’t feel. NONE OF THIS IS REAL. [Full band returns with maximum distortion] SHUT DOWN. GET OUT. GET AWAY FROM ME. [Operatic screaming starts] GET AWAY FROM ME. GET AWAY FROM ME. GET AWAY FROM ME. GO! [CHORUS] [Final Explosion: Heaviest delivery, frantic pace] I’M CRAWLING THROUGH THE DUST AGAIN TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT END EVERYTHING IS PULLING ME APART I’M BACK AT THE BEGINNING WHERE I START I’M FALLING DOWN UNTIL I BREAK FROM EVERY SINGLE STEP I TAKE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO GIVE I’M STRUGGLING TO FIND A WAY TO LIVE [OUTRO] [Sudden drop back to the electronic buzzing and detuned synth] [Erratic scratching that slowly slows down] [Whispered line] I’m still falling. [Final dissonant pipe organ note holds until it fades into hiss]
