----------------------- 𝕰𝖑𝖑𝖆 © 2025 @𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑_𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊 ------------------------ [verse 1]: Everything on my mind Is candy coated carnage This sickly sweet syndrome Makes me want to hang from my locket I take a shower but never feel clean I like to taste but hate to eat My heart beats before it bloodclots While my sweet visions turn to dreamrot [chorus]: When I lay myself down to sleep I pray to the Lord my soul to keep My mental health from suffering My own cursed personality Screaming out but so softly Bruised by my identity Can't hug away hemorrhage, still damaging Crying won't cure my mentality Please don't leave me in the dark! I'm still a bitter sweetheart~ [verse 2]: These symptoms won't go away The stitches won't heal Ran out of band aids I loathe the needles that give or take Stick in my eye to steal The pretty nightmares in my wake I had too many sweets Say goodbye to good dreams Didn't want them anyway There just imaginary [chorus]: When I lay myself down to sleep I pray to the Lord my soul to keep My mental health from suffering My own cursed personality Screaming out but so softly Bruised by my identity Can't hug away hemorrhage, still damaging Crying won't cure my mentality Please don't leave me in the dark! I'm still a bitter sweetheart~ [bridge]: Cross my heart, I will not cry Once they patch up my eye They played with my mind like a toy Then took away all of my joy Ripped my stuffing out Like I was a bunny In pastel tears I'll drown I can't be fixed, i'm pretty but bloody [chorus]: When I lay myself down to sleep I pray to the Lord my soul to keep My mental health from suffering My own cursed personality Screaming out but so softly Bruised by my identity Can't hug away hemorrhage, still damaging Crying won't cure my mentality Please don't leave me in the dark! I'm still a bitter sweetheart~ When I lay myself down to sleep I pray to the Lord my soul to keep My mental health from suffering My own cursed personality Screaming out but so softly Bruised by my identity Can't hug away hemorrhage, still damaging Crying won't cure my mentality Please don't leave me in the dark! I'm still a bitter sweetheart~
