What Is It Woman Really Want

male vocals, synth, turntablist scratching, big bass, hip hop, raggae, diggeridoo, theramin

What is It Woman Really Want
DJ Stealth...stealth...stealth... stealth

What is it that women want? When they finally have a man that is loyal as fuck, faithful, honest, and supportive...
what else do they want?
 If one man, who is all they ever wanted in a relationship...
why do they seek accompanists elsewhere? 
If they have told themselves for so long that all they want is A man to trust with their life,
 be comfortable in any situation, no judging, no belittling, feeling absolute bliss with, knowing that any decision will be the right one for the both of you...
why is it that they seem to always go astray to look for that long, lost yearning for their fairytale imagery that was made up in their brain so long ago? 
Why can't they see that what they truly desire with all their soul is there in front of them? 
What cry for help or slap in the fucking face do they need to truly fucking see that? Why?!
 Why can't contentment be easily found for them? 
When it is easily found, why must they go on to keep searching like they don't know what it is right there in their fucking face?
 Why am I never good enough for anyone I meet? Please don't tell me I just haven't found the right one yet.
 How many women must break my fucking heart and take a piece of my soul every time I think I'm in love? 
What did I do that was so bad in a past life that will not allow me to have that "fairytale" relationship only found in fucking movies?!?!?!
 I cry most nights whilst alone just pondering about what I think I am really supposed to be experiencing in this lifetime. 
Is this my hell? Was I so bad before that I endure all this pain now?
 I am positive about so much. But when it comes to my relationships, why is it that I feel doomed to never be loved the way I love back? Sometimes I feel like it is my Hell. All I have ever wanted is to have someone support me, think the same way as me in a lot of situations, be stupidly foolish with jokes, be fascinated in the same topics, know the law of attraction and how to successfully use it, etc...
what was it about me that wasn't right for you? 
Why am I seemingly not worthy of agape love? 
Every time I have any significant issue I think of you and us.
 I have and always will love you and hold you in the highest of regards...
no matter what you think you think of me. 
I am not sure what to say right now about why I have always felt that, but that is just what I feel. 
The tears in my eyes right now are because I visualize you. 
Not your physical being, but your celestial one. 
You and I are connected beyond our bodies. 
If you don't feel that...just tell me to stop and move on. 
No matter where I am at in life, I've always had you in my thoughts. 
No matter how happy or how confused, or how depressed, or uncertain I am...you.
 You are always there. 
Maybe you have never really felt that towards me or anyone, in fact! But just know...that you have touched someone's life so significantly that they will always think of you, hold you in high regards, and respect and love no matter what you did or do NOT do in the past, present or possible future. Putting faith into someone so purely on instinct is a bond that is hard to discern between fact and fiction. 
I know we do not "talk" to each other every day.
 I know we don't always think of each other all the time. 
But! 
I feel a bond that is ancient between us. 
If this is all too much for you...
I apologize. 
I just want you to know that no matter what is going on in our lives (together or separate) I think of you.
 Mostly with a smile.
 Not gonna lie, sometimes the thoughts I have hurt me, but you and my past have made me who I am today (cliche but true).
 I love you. 
I always will.
 If you choose to respond or not, that is okay. Everything will be okay. 
I miss you. 
 I miss our life as a team. 
I think of you often.

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What is It Woman Really Want DJ Stealth...stealth...stealth... stealth What is it that women want? When they finally have a man that is loyal as fuck, faithful, honest, and supportive... what else do they want? If one man, who is all they ever wanted in a relationship... why do they seek accompanists elsewhere? If they have told themselves for so long that all they want is A man to trust with their life, be comfortable in any situation, no judging, no belittling, feeling absolute bliss with, knowing that any decision will be the right one for the both of you... why is it that they seem to always go astray to look for that long, lost yearning for their fairytale imagery that was made up in their brain so long ago? Why can't they see that what they truly desire with all their soul is there in front of them? What cry for help or slap in the fucking face do they need to truly fucking see that? Why?! Why can't contentment be easily found for them? When it is easily found, why must they go on to keep searching like they don't know what it is right there in their fucking face? Why am I never good enough for anyone I meet? Please don't tell me I just haven't found the right one yet. How many women must break my fucking heart and take a piece of my soul every time I think I'm in love? What did I do that was so bad in a past life that will not allow me to have that "fairytale" relationship only found in fucking movies?!?!?! I cry most nights whilst alone just pondering about what I think I am really supposed to be experiencing in this lifetime. Is this my hell? Was I so bad before that I endure all this pain now? I am positive about so much. But when it comes to my relationships, why is it that I feel doomed to never be loved the way I love back? Sometimes I feel like it is my Hell. All I have ever wanted is to have someone support me, think the same way as me in a lot of situations, be stupidly foolish with jokes, be fascinated in the same topics, know the law of attraction and how to successfully use it, etc... what was it about me that wasn't right for you? Why am I seemingly not worthy of agape love? Every time I have any significant issue I think of you and us. I have and always will love you and hold you in the highest of regards... no matter what you think you think of me. I am not sure what to say right now about why I have always felt that, but that is just what I feel. The tears in my eyes right now are because I visualize you. Not your physical being, but your celestial one. You and I are connected beyond our bodies. If you don't feel that...just tell me to stop and move on. No matter where I am at in life, I've always had you in my thoughts. No matter how happy or how confused, or how depressed, or uncertain I am...you. You are always there. Maybe you have never really felt that towards me or anyone, in fact! But just know...that you have touched someone's life so significantly that they will always think of you, hold you in high regards, and respect and love no matter what you did or do NOT do in the past, present or possible future. Putting faith into someone so purely on instinct is a bond that is hard to discern between fact and fiction. I know we do not "talk" to each other every day. I know we don't always think of each other all the time. But! I feel a bond that is ancient between us. If this is all too much for you... I apologize. I just want you to know that no matter what is going on in our lives (together or separate) I think of you. Mostly with a smile. Not gonna lie, sometimes the thoughts I have hurt me, but you and my past have made me who I am today (cliche but true). I love you. I always will. If you choose to respond or not, that is okay. Everything will be okay. I miss you. I miss our life as a team. I think of you often.

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