Let Me Choose ( Ft PHOENIX RISING X ESMÉ EDM)

Dark melodic trap with intimate melodic sections and an extremely hard aggressive rap section, Warm close-mic vocals over sparse dark trap production that grows naturally into fuller choruses, The rap section must hit immediately with a very deep raspy chest vocal, dry, loud and extremely forward, attacking the rhythm with breathless urgency, hard consonants, rushed syllables, clipped pauses, abrupt pocket changes and explosive double-time bursts, The cadence should feel messy, unstable and barely controlled, like the performer is physically fighting the beat and losing emotional control in real time, Keep the instrumental simple but punishing: deep moving 808s, hard punchy kick, rapid crisp hats and minimal dark synth texture, Do not overproduce it, Let the vocal performance create the violence, Energy peaks after “SO JUST STOP, ” then anger fractures into pain before the stripped pre-chorus, Final chorus returns fuller and stronger, Outro collapses into broken spoken vocal

V5.5

Verse 1

(Esme lyrics)

You always get distant when it starts feeling real
Like you’re waiting for the moment you knew would come
You tell me I’ll be better off without this
But how do you know what I’d choose?

You make leaving sound like something kind
Like breaking my heart is saving me
But you don’t get to call this bad for me
Just because you’re scared of what it could be

I’m not asking you for forever
I’m asking you not to decide for me
If you need to go, just say you need to go
Don’t dress it up like you’re setting me free

You can be scared
You can change your mind
You can tell me you don’t know what comes next

But don’t turn your fear into goodbye

Chorus

(Esme-phoenix lyrics)

So let me choose, let me choose
Stop faking questions just to leave me, when the answer’s right before you
Let me choose, let me choose
Call it love but you betray it, cause love don’t need no reinforcement
Let me choose. Let me choose
Yea, your past is where you’re from, don’t tell me who you may become
Let me choose, let me choose
Just let me choose

Verse 2

(Phoenix lyrics)

I hear every single argument you say, but iss clear iss clear you JUST DON’T SEE
You just keep telling me that Ah’m the one for you, yea ah’m the one an we meant to be
But you don’t see what’s here hiding underneath, all mah dirty shit ah keep here disguised
You don’t see you don’t see the man I am inside, why can’t you ever just fucken understand

Yea I know I know you love the one you see, but I’m here to swear I’m not the man you think
So why you out here stopping me from leaving, why you just watching as we keep sinking

Lemme go lemme go lemme go, swear I’m here doing this juss doing this for you
Better off juss breaking are hearts now, than when you fucken see the truth

So just stop!!!

SO JUST STOP!!!

Stop pulling me to you, if you don’t truly know the one you out here pulling
Stop believing your own version like you fully know the man you out here pursuing
Every step you movin’ in closer just feel like another lie to me
Another scar you never noticed, I swear why can’t you just fucken let me be!!

I swear yeah I swear it’s not you I’m running from, iss ’bout that picture that you built
I’d rather fucken burn this whole shit down than juss watch you love me outta guilt
Yeah I’m scared I’m scared of all your love, scared I’m not the one or the way you think
Scared when you’ll finally get to know me, all I’ll juss get is to watch you fucken leave

Yea I’m..

Scared how far I’ll sink
Scared that maybe you’re not lying
Scared that everything I know about myself
Might be the thing that do the lying

Chorus

(Esme phoenix lyrics)

So let me choose, let me choose
You call it love I watch you leave, why take the choice away from me
Let me choose, let me choose
I’m not asking you for perfect, I’m here to stay even uncertain
Let me choose. Let me choose
Maybe I’ll be hurt, maybe regret it, but I’d rather answers over questions
Let me choose, let me choose
Just let me choose

Outro

(Esme phoenix lyrics)

I don’t know I don’t know…

What if you’re right and I’m wrong…

I’d rather run away than face the chance that you were right all along…

Fuck I can’t do this anymore…

3185/7500

Verse 1 (Esme lyrics) You always get distant when it starts feeling real Like you’re waiting for the moment you knew would come You tell me I’ll be better off without this But how do you know what I’d choose? You make leaving sound like something kind Like breaking my heart is saving me But you don’t get to call this bad for me Just because you’re scared of what it could be I’m not asking you for forever I’m asking you not to decide for me If you need to go, just say you need to go Don’t dress it up like you’re setting me free You can be scared You can change your mind You can tell me you don’t know what comes next But don’t turn your fear into goodbye Chorus (Esme-phoenix lyrics) So let me choose, let me choose Stop faking questions just to leave me, when the answer’s right before you Let me choose, let me choose Call it love but you betray it, cause love don’t need no reinforcement Let me choose. Let me choose Yea, your past is where you’re from, don’t tell me who you may become Let me choose, let me choose Just let me choose Verse 2 (Phoenix lyrics) I hear every single argument you say, but iss clear iss clear you JUST DON’T SEE You just keep telling me that Ah’m the one for you, yea ah’m the one an we meant to be But you don’t see what’s here hiding underneath, all mah dirty shit ah keep here disguised You don’t see you don’t see the man I am inside, why can’t you ever just fucken understand Yea I know I know you love the one you see, but I’m here to swear I’m not the man you think So why you out here stopping me from leaving, why you just watching as we keep sinking Lemme go lemme go lemme go, swear I’m here doing this juss doing this for you Better off juss breaking are hearts now, than when you fucken see the truth So just stop!!! SO JUST STOP!!! Stop pulling me to you, if you don’t truly know the one you out here pulling Stop believing your own version like you fully know the man you out here pursuing Every step you movin’ in closer just feel like another lie to me Another scar you never noticed, I swear why can’t you just fucken let me be!! I swear yeah I swear it’s not you I’m running from, iss ’bout that picture that you built I’d rather fucken burn this whole shit down than juss watch you love me outta guilt Yeah I’m scared I’m scared of all your love, scared I’m not the one or the way you think Scared when you’ll finally get to know me, all I’ll juss get is to watch you fucken leave Yea I’m.. Scared how far I’ll sink Scared that maybe you’re not lying Scared that everything I know about myself Might be the thing that do the lying Chorus (Esme phoenix lyrics) So let me choose, let me choose You call it love I watch you leave, why take the choice away from me Let me choose, let me choose I’m not asking you for perfect, I’m here to stay even uncertain Let me choose. Let me choose Maybe I’ll be hurt, maybe regret it, but I’d rather answers over questions Let me choose, let me choose Just let me choose Outro (Esme phoenix lyrics) I don’t know I don’t know… What if you’re right and I’m wrong… I’d rather run away than face the chance that you were right all along… Fuck I can’t do this anymore…

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