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Not Yours (Soffia's Song)

[Intro] [808 kick steady, finger snap, walking pace — establishing the stride] ... ... [Verse 1] [close-mic vocal, flat delivery, dry, no reverb, tiny melodic drops, clinical] Watch how you talk to me now. I'm not the same person you left. ... I don't fall apart in your absence. I don't measure myself by your steps. [808 pulse continues, unwavering] I remember what it felt like— to lose everything in a night. ... But I built something real out of nothing. And I don't need you to feel right. [Pre-Chorus] [pulse thins to kick only, voice closer, even flatter] I'm not waiting. I'm not hoping. ... I'm not holding space for you. [Chorus] [pulse returns full, finger snaps, voice at natural chest] I know what I'm worth now. I don't need you to tell me. I don't break down just because you can't hold me. [silence — pulse drops] [distorted bass stab, cut dead, no sustain, punctuation hit] You don't get access. ... You don't get control. ... You don't get the version of me [pulse walks back in, steady, unbothered] that didn't know. [Verse 2] [vocal returns to flat whisper, 808 walking] I don't replay what we had. I don't soften the truth. ... You couldn't show up when it mattered— so I stopped showing up for you. [reverse reverb, filtered vocal fragment fading, brief, peripheral] I don't need closure from silence. I don't chase what pulls away. ... If you couldn't meet me in the open, you don't get me in any way. [Pre-Chorus] [kick only, voice bare] I'm not reaching. I'm not bending. ... I'm not trying to be enough. [Chorus] [full pulse, finger snaps, voice planted] I know what I'm worth now. I don't need you to tell me. I don't break down just because you can't hold me. [silence — bass stabs return] You don't get access. ... You don't get control. ... You don't get the version of me [pulse returns] that didn't know. [Bridge] [stripped to sub-bass drone and voice, no percussion, no snaps — stillness] And if you come back around… don't expect me to care. ... I already learned how to stand without you there. [voice drops even lower, almost spoken] There's nothing left here to fix. Nothing left to undo. ... I'm not someone you come back to when it's easy for you. [Final Chorus] [power chord, full bass, natural chest voice, no decoration, grounded] I know what I'm worth now. I don't need you to tell me. I don't break down just because you can't hold me. You can look at me different, but you don't get close. ... I'm not the girl you remember. ... [voice holds, sub-bass opens wide, all percussion stops] I'm the one who chose. ... [hard cut to silence]