Not the Same ✨| Lumii Sol Extension & Remix

Sorry we are not the same I’ve become immune to love that made me insane When you try to reach me, babe I drift away This is not about you This is not your game You touch me carefully Like I might break And honestly You probably should be afraid ’Cause every time somebody got too close I lost myself trying to make them stay You call me difficult But you don’t know what it took To become this guarded I don’t know how to love slowly anymore Every feeling turns into a war You hold me gently I still brace for pain So if I disappear Don’t take it personal, babe I wish I could let somebody stay Without feeling like I’ll lose myself again Maybe you deserved a softer version of me But you met me after the damage I still replay old conversations Like somehow I could’ve saved them Funny how the people who hurt you most Still live inside your head rent-free Now I second guess affection Even when it’s real Half of me wants love The other half wants to run before I feel Sometimes I hate the way survival Starts looking like distance Sometimes I wonder If anybody ever really heals from this You say I don’t let you in Maybe I forgot how I don’t know how to love slowly anymore Every feeling turns into a war You kiss me softly I still tense my body first Like my heart learned pain Before it ever learned worth I wish I could let somebody stay Without waiting for the moment that they change Maybe you deserved a softer version of me But you met me after the damage Sorry we are not the same… Love and pain started sounding the same…