Phoenix

I can't beat around the bush Cause I needed to be pushed And I know how it may look When you're Staring at the covers of my books But it won't define me Cause I Came out looking fine see Dangerous but don't mind me And I know I may seem Like im doing fine please I Was tortured From the vultures And I faltered When I saw dirt But I rose above it When I saw self love fits Better than A glove When You're fighting for your life back (Fighting for your life back) Like A Phoenix Rising from the ash Can't let demons Take me out like trash I take in the fire Breathe out desire Flying much higher Than I ever could before Like A Phoenix I defeated What I never could before At rock bottom But found meaning When I got up Like a Phoenix Pushed down Got up I know Life sucks But won't Give up Cause I Still got Things I haven't done Should Have died But i lived I cant hide What I did So I tried Banishment I'll admit I regret Won't omit Cause I get Better when I carry it Around Like a rusted crown If I let it weighed me down I won't ever fight again Dead or alive At least I tried Now im Ready for the ride Cause I held it all inside now Its time that i decide Will i roll over and die Or will I rise above it Say I've had enough and Fight for what I love when Everything is crashing down (Crashing down) Like A Phoenix Rising from the ash Can't let demons Take me out like trash I take in the fire Breathe out desire Flying much higher Than I ever could before Like A Phoenix I defeated What I never could before At rock bottom But found meaning When I got up Like a Phoenix Headaches Made pulses Cause I let Impulses Haunt me Like ghosts when I crashed and It cost me What caused me To be this way But I did the things I could To amend the broken bonds Cause eventually I would See it's not enough To brush it off dust Just to live like it would not Take all that you love And destroy it all at once Move on Or stay down Keep on Or keep down The choice is Quite simple Either die now Or let go rise up Or rot Slow And I know Your eyes glow Cause your mind wont Let you let it go But if you don't You'll fall out with the rest (Fall out with the rest) Like A Phoenix Rising from the ash Can't let demons Take me out like trash I take in the fire Breathe out desire Flying much higher Than I ever could before Like A Phoenix I defeated What I never could before At rock bottom But found meaning When I got up Like a Phoenix