I don't remember when I started fading Somewhere between then and now The days kept changing without asking And I just learned to let them pass somehow Sometimes I look into the mirror And I don't recognize who I used to be I know what she looks like But somehow she feels so far away And I keep looking for a feeling I don't even know anymore Something I know I used to carry But somehow lost a long time ago I feel lost inside myself Like I woke up somewhere I don't know Everything keeps moving around me While I feel like I'm standing still I'm holding on to something that's gone With nothing left to find I keep searching for the person I used to be But I don't know where I left her behind Some days the sadness has no reason It just settles somewhere in my chest I carry it through every moment And wonder when I'll feel like myself again I try to hold on to the little things But even they can slip away A memory, a voice, a feeling That disappears before I can name it And I keep waiting for something To make this feeling disappear But the silence only gets heavier The longer I stay here I feel lost inside myself Like I woke up somewhere I don't know Everything keeps moving around me While I feel like I'm standing still I'm holding on to something that's gone With nothing left to find I keep searching for the person I used to be But I don't know where I left her behind Maybe I've been carrying too much For too long to know what's mine Maybe some parts of me went quiet Just to make it through the time And I wish I could remember What it felt like to feel whole Before I became so used to Carrying everything alone I feel lost inside myself And I still don't know who I am I look into the mirror But I don't know who is staring back I'm holding on to something that's gone With nothing left to find I keep searching for the pieces of me That I somehow lost along the way Sometimes I look into the mirror And I don't recognize who is looking back I know she's somewhere in there I just don't know how to reach her yet
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