if i closed my eyes right now (remix)

[original song and lyrics by @emotivebaroque735] [edmunds' planet ost's vibe] ------------------ if they tell me to look straight ahead maybe it’s okay to glance behind if they tell me not to stop at all maybe it’s okay to walk more slowly if I run into someone I can’t handle i’ll just go to bed a little earlier tonight no matter how hard I strain my eyes some things probably won’t come into view if I closed my eyes right now i might feel like I’m flying for a while passing through the clouds, feeling the wind when the horizon starts to curve i might see a quiet morning light if I don’t know what to do anymore i can leave it to tomorrow’s me if the worry starts to settle in i can ask who I used to be if I meet someone kind along the way i'll let them go without a word no matter how closely I listen those magic words still haven’t reached me if I opened the door right now maybe there’s a spring field waiting there flowers blooming, birds in flight when the sea comes into view ahead a wide rainbow might appear outside it’s cold, unbearably cold my fingers, my ears, all numb with pain even so, somehow this breath is still so warm if I closed my eyes right now could I drift somewhere far away passing through the night, against the wind when the horizon starts to bend a quiet night sky might come into view here it’s cold, painfully cold my toes, the inside of my nose all sensation fading out even so, somehow my breath turns white