Waves of Silence

I'm losing myself For days I woke up On the wrong side Of suffocating waves You measure In tidal waves All my mistakes Attention I changed my name I heard it all before I'm moving To a minefield And I slept On the floor In the heel Of an iron-faced jester Weighted with A million more If it's hard To navigate by numbers If I can't predict What I'll create Maybe these waves Are only background Thunder And call a truce For what words Just can't say And there were waves Of silent silence You think you can Swim in flames When you try To go a day without It's not the same And I think I'm hearing things Could you explain All this white noise In landlocked places They're calling Out my name It's a wave Could these waves Just break my fall? Can you Hear me in the sky Behind a bathroom stall? Behind asylum doors I can count the wings Down crumbling halls It's a sound So hard to capture To think you could cage It up in a rhyme The price you pay to try To hold onto its rapture The cost of cruelties As a byproduct Of melancholic minds There are waves Of silence Think you can Swim in flames To break the chalice And the wilted flowers To run away Would you stay alive To break the silence There are No words to say It's a wave Of silence A wave These waves Just break my fall Can you hear me In the sky Behind a bathroom stall? Behind asylum doors I can count the wings Down crumbling halls There are waves Of silence Think you can Swim in flames To break the chalice And the wilted flowers To run away Would you stay alive To break the silence There are No words to say It's a wave Of silence It's a wave Oohh It's a wave It's a wave Oohh It's a wave