My pen got retarded-strength

I low key high key might touch this beat... Yeah... [female soothing voice]Beat... I need you to point to where on this doll to were you were touched [Verse] My pen got retarded strength Bitch what did you think It was gonna be hidden like the shame of the family in the crawl space up under the sink Bitch think again, or don't. Let that sink in If it gets cold outside better let that sink in Don't fuck around and play macho man and get smacked up in front of your kids I'll deliver them kidney shots while your kiddies watch And they'll never respect you if you disrespect me Laugh all you want that just upsets me Hi, I used to be the nice guy Yeah but bitch nice try Mother's and fuckers really want the nice guy back So they can place a knife in the nice guys back Mannnn I ain't got time for that Matter of fact the level of disconnect we at seems like a blatant attack A blanket attack attached to a goodie bag with a Q R code That may or may not disclose The location of a destination to preform some anti hating Let that unfold I hope you're sold And If that sounds on the up Better get in your seat on the bus Sure beats beating the fuck out of some dumb fuck That living check to check don't sound like a come up Just a bum bitch becoming a dumb fuck. Tough luck. I don't seen a decline in the masculine line I come from a time where we respected our elders You didn't get a trophy for showing up you were just Failure And you had to sit with that pain you didn't want that pain again Pretending in front of your friends cause they're superficial You don't benefit from their bullshit and they ain't handed a tissue Aye.... somebody better blow the whistle Throw a flag on the play that flagget's acting a way He ain't locked in I can tell his dirty dozens ain't top ten Don't let the wrong word reach me I get long winded and preachy Let's keep it peachy Get a peach tea and move forward with peace Cause I can say peace and cease to stay to long where I don't belong... Am I wrong? I wanna live like Thanos did after the snap Have me a garden and feel serene like I woke up from a nap I ain't even got stretch cause I'm so relaxed Feel that way after taking a soul off of the map And no seance will be preformed No trip to the pet cemetery We ain't having a conversation about how I'm living my life If you wanna have this conversation then put something on these lights Rents on the 1st You can help out with whatever you like Or if you like to keep your mouth shut... that'd be all right I don't fuck with you You don't fuck with me Luckily you can get the fuck from in front me You got the luxury to leave You lazy bitch exercise that shit Who wants to play pencil break? My pen can't be caged in even though it's only seen through the bars After 42 years I know why the caged bird sings. So it's up to me to bring the stars back My pen got retarded strength