I'm Dead Inside,My Head

I'm not dead yet, but I feel like I am decaying from the inside. (outtt.... I'm not seen or heard of, looked over so why do I still fuckin' still tryyy? If I see pain in you, take a piece of me it's yours it's free. My fuckd'-uppp mindset,is long forgot,is thier any hope in me. I Just gave it away to the strangers then walk away. the price i pay,i'm crazy that wayyy Un-Till I'm reduced to nothing at-all, oh how I long for the day. To see my family again..... i got some things to say I feel so tiny, while my demons grow too tall. that I can't control Theirs to many,i'm just to "dammm" small I've sank so deep,in my 6ft. hole, with only withered hands to dig.out To dig deeper-in my body-mind-an' soulll.... Heavens-Light can't find me, and the thought just makes me "sick." Makes me "tosss an' turnnn" down in hell,lyin' around,gettin' sun-bbburned... It's these chains that binds me, (it's this pain that makes me tick.) it's these things that make me alive Losing memories,of my daughter rapidly, as doubt claims the now's empty place. that once was filled with her love and her beautiful face now it's just lost.in-time, in outer spaaa-ace.....f The Unseen in me, this inner darkness begins to show, on my harrrd-eeend- face! I Failed to smile,when the pain got inviting,now jagged cracks,began to grow. "now" i just dyyyin' way- to dam slow, (for..me..) iust thought i'ddd let ya' know my Visions mangled,an' twisted, shattered and broken, cuts little ruts for the tears to flow. I'm not anything, to them-at alll. an' for myself I don't recall everrr-beee-iiing.(lovvve-ddd....) I'm the ghost of their dreams, so obscene.. I've became the thing theyyy most regret ever seeing. These are the things, that makes "me retract" to life's iiilluuu-sionnns... It's extraordinarily simple, to poison the brain-washed minds, in all their glory an' confusions, Their confessions their true intrusion..... But with the ability to poison all those minds, I've toxifyd' myself as well. (Oh-well,It's do-die...) So shall it must be, just you and me, both of us lost, in our own little helll... (shhhhh....dont say a worddd...) I'llll never telll...the helll,i'm in hahaha.... [outro, you break it down in the versus chorus and what nots and add solos when needed and fade out slowly]