[HOOK] You don't get my hurt, you don't get my pain I'm not going crazy going down that lane I decide how I feel, that was never you I decide what I carry and what I'm walking through You can keep the story, tell it how you want I already made it out, that's the part you can't [VERSE 1] I could sit here fucked up, replaying what you said Letting every little moment live rent free in my head But fuck that, I know exactly what that road does Turns a grown man into everything he never was I watched dudes lose years over somebody like you Stopped eating, stopped moving, stopped seeing what's true Not me, I felt it once and then I let it pass 'Cause pain is only permanent if you let it last You didn't break me, you just showed me where I bend And I fixed that shit myself, didn't need you in the end The worst part wasn't losing you, I'll say it straight The worst part was seeing how much of me I gave I poured into a person who was pouring into none Kept defending the behavior long after it was done So this ain't about you, this is bigger than us two This is me deciding what I let my mind do [HOOK] You don't get my hurt, you don't get my pain I'm not going crazy going down that lane I decide how I feel, that was never you I decide what I carry and what I'm walking through You can keep the story, tell it how you want I already made it out, that's the part you can't [VERSE 2] Sadness is a door and I'm not walking in I've seen what's behind it, I'm not going again You thought I'd fall apart, thought I'd hit your line Drunk texts at 3AM telling you you're on my mind That version of me died the day I chose myself Put every fucked up feeling back up on the shelf I'm not numb, I'm not cold, I felt every bit I just refuse to build a home inside of it That's the difference between hurting and staying hurt One's a moment, one's a grave, and I know what I'm worth You don't get to be the reason I stop being me You don't get that power, that shit was never free I earned this peace the hard way, fought for it alone Nights I wanted to reach out and just put down the phone So if you're waiting on the wreckage, waiting on the fall Keep waiting, you're gonna die waiting on that call [HOOK] You don't get my hurt, you don't get my pain I'm not going crazy going down that lane I decide how I feel, that was never you I decide what I carry and what I'm walking through You can keep the story, tell it how you want I already made it out, that's the part you can't
