Dearest one, can you hear me now? Words still echo deep inside Soft like something never spoken That refuses just to die I see you walking past my door Your breathing heavy, full of pain I sat there lost in books and numbers Didn’t know what to contain My heart ran to you But I stayed where I sat Trapped in the silence In words I never spoke And I carry you with me Not just in the pain But also in the light Where your love remains I’m letting you go While holding on tight ’Cause your love still lives And it won’t leave my side The next day the world collapsed Your shadow carved in me A picture burned into my soul That time can’t set free For so long I believed somehow I could have changed your end One single word, one step, one touch Could have brought you back again But I was just a child Couldn’t measure that depth Couldn’t carry the weight you held Now I carry you with me Not just in the pain But also in the light Where your love remains I’m letting you go While holding on tight ’Cause your love still lives And it won’t leave my side I still see us in quiet moments Where time would slow its pace Milk and sweets and gentle laughter And the softness in your face You were almost blind - I see it now Your battle was too deep I couldn‘t be where your pain could end So I set you free And I carry you with me Now even more in the light Your quiet presence Still feels right I lay down the guilt Back into time To my heavenly Father What remains Is love - still mine I forgive myself HE forgives me. And I hope you forgive me too I carry you with me In the light Love remains I carry you with me With love Love always Love Love.


