Hole in my chest dubrock (my lyrics/poem )

[Verse 1] Staring into the lights again. is this the beginning or the end? will I come out, in a new life? or will I shoot up. to the sky. [Chorus] I keep tearing at this hole in my chest. just tearing, tearing, til nothings left. [Verse 2] The only crime I've ever done, was tell the truth, to everyone. brighter days now fade away, darkened clouds are here to stay. [Chorus] [Chorus]